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i need to save up to move, i’m already looking at rent lmao

i’m sorry … i’ll respond at a later time. i appreciate it. it’s not going so well rn…

i can’t keep going like this 🥀

i want to move out

what is even happening in this house anymore

a break may soon occur ig

do i even talk abt myself enough either? all i talk abt are my gahdamn g@chas, i feel like a nobody. an empty shell sometimes. lmao

is my social anxiety getting worse or do i view myself too insignificant to even bother doing interacting anymore.

people feel scarier now. i alrdy have social anxiety irl. i can’t be anxious online too lmao, i’m a goof.

my sk!rcle lowk looks like shit.

i dunno what happened. was i always like this. i think i’m getting worse mentally.

i need to socialize on the tl more. my inter@ctions went down the drain this month and maybe even the month before.

apparently she did not leave and now i’m stuck with three shifts, i’m gonna end it.

i tried to get into pün pün but the artstyle freaks me out too much.

i reckon it’s intentional but ugh…

i’m rewatching ev@ this week to soothe the pain. 💥

g@cha g@mes are just a distraction to my deteriorating m3ntal h3alth 🔥🔥🔥

3ndfield fixation is slowly dying, i’m back in the fucking building again.

we restarting ev@ with this one, chat.

yk things aren’t going well when i start consuming depressing media. 🔥

endfi3ld saved me /j

january def been an interesting month for me /neg

had a rough first two weeks then now i am consumed by endfi3ld 😭

eeee, you’ll catch it someday !! :3 💗

would still shy, i’d delete it 😭

sure ig i could use that extra cash¿ altho i’m almost abt done paying off everything alrdy…

had to pick up three shifts bc my coworker submitted a two week notice. my problem? the third shift of the week is too boring.

oki i delete bc i was getting uncomfy, THERES STILL NO PR!VS 💔💔💔💔

WHAHAHA ,,, i think i was comfy enough to send it bc the person showed their whole face and stuff :3👍

waow tanku

dawg why did i censor this but no the main post LMAO

routines are too hard. even with things that are supposed to help me.

i never mentioned anywhere that i struggle really bad with basic hygiene

but the days … where i do take care of myself, i feel pretty and slightly more confident.

have i done a fa/ce r3veal anywhere…

i think i only revealed my face to a close friend