the fool

can we please look at the double standards here im aware that those groups of people arent marginalized people but come on

sue me but i think putting cis/het/cishet or white people or men in your dni is fucking weird frankly why are we saying DNI to a whole group of people over smth they dont have control of? very weird

im gonna lock in for serious then check my weight friday

im actually so upset about my weight LMAOOO

oh my god i need to stop gaining weight i just fucking crashed out in the bathroom i need to lose weight i need to lose weight im gonna kms

hazbin hotel talk on the tl and idk how to explain it but hazbin hotel and the other one like it i think by the same creator make me wildly uncomfortably and it is mildly triggering for me any time i see that shit idk why idk how idk what but it makes me want to kms

because frankly, if you take your anger out on someone else (whether they are the reason for your anger or not), thats fucking abuse. its fine to be ANGRY at someone, but theres no reason anyone should take their anger out on someone else

and then at some point you need to consider the fact that youre fucking abusive

if you get angry at someone and you screaming at them and feel like you're physically about to HIT THEM then you need to fucking consider seeing a fucking anger management therapist. just because you HAVENT hit anybody yet doesnt mean you WONT

still feel like a fraud tho 🤨🤨

forgot my survival mechanisms are literally freeze, dissociate, shut down and fawn, ignore my own feelings discomfort or pain and minimize it because i dont want to upset other people by it. carry on scientists. we've already solved this case

explain that one scientists

imposter syndrome cuz if i have such severe trauma then why dont i panic and freak out when faced with things that should be triggering

im so fucking upset fucking binged again and the courier spilled my drink in the bag and everything was wet (not the food) and then i spilled my fries trying to get this coke soaked bag from dripping all over my carpet and then i crashed out and i want to die

im being a hater but i cant let main know

not to be a hater but i hope cy/rene flops so hsr devs can see how fucking stupid they are for pulling that shit

or abandoned

biting gets you killed

maybe there's a reason why i Fawn instead of Fight because its just been a common theme that if an animal bites, it gets put down. my grandpa would shoot the farm dogs if they bit or disobeyed. my dad would get rid of any pets (usually just by selling them) if they bit

guys why did my dad kill my hamster because it bit him

i thought it was my fault bcuz i was supposed to be taking care of it

black friday too i woke up to go to service with my family and saw my hamsters cage on the steps and i was so upset but we had to go to service so i just had to stop crying and honestly i dont even remember what happened with my hamster after that i dont remember anything else lol

someone mentioned hamsters on the tl and i've just been reminded of the time my hamster bit my dad once and he put it outside in the cold overnight and it died and i was inconsolable

absolutely yes it is

and dont ask what the woman is saying

dont ask what the video is

a close up of a bald man 's face with a serious expression . ALT: a close up of a bald man 's face with a serious expression .

this is all normal and fine

tonight i strap bell to a metal chair and drug him and make him watch a video over and over again while a tape recording of a russian woman speaks behind him

KETAMINE MESCALINE TRIPS AND PILLS KETAMINE MESCALINE TRIPS AND PILLS

having a severely mentally ill evening tonight