Killing myself in a way that’s informative, well-intentioned, kind-hearted and joyful

Just saw a “save Gaza” hoodie in a second hand shop that is the most depressing first world shit I’ve ever seen

🥹❣️

The stop ding in this bus has some sort of vibrato to it which makes it sound quizzical

If you only take pictures in the mirror or selfies you can even start believing that you look good but then you go to a party and ppl take candids of you and you remember you need to be put down

Completed both. The latter one is absolute lazy shit and I did admit that to the teacher so let’s see if it will be acceptable. Technically I guess I did use the correct format and sources and everything. Or maybe not. I don’t know. I am twitching

Managed to complete the final assignment for one of my two classes (this was the easy one). I need to do another, much harder one, and the deadline in today at 23:59. I don’t even know where to start

YouTube video by Claudi Meneghin PACHELBEL's CANON, Tuning Comparison: Just intonation, Meantone and 12-equal

MUSIC IS MATH

Ppl will say russian and Ukrainian are the same language and that this “fact” somehow means we shouldn’t exist as a country while Scandinavian languages are right there and nobody give a fuck that they’re all extremely similar…

A collage of screenshots of record purchases logged to Discogs

My Discogs 2025 Wrapped

There are so many people living lives of quiet dignity despite horrific medical news or poverty or tragedy where every day they still wake up and try to be good people in the world even as the world pushes against them and it makes me even angrier at the absolute shitheads that rule over things

I think it’s more fun when the universe just randomly throws them @ u, yes

When a russian from my class is asking me questions on WhatsApp but I don’t even have a russian keyboard anymore so I have to use the Ukrainian one and avoid words with “ы” and “э”…

Button ups, kinder surprise toys, metal trash from the ground, interesting soda cans (all of these are occasional and not serious collections)

I’m starting to lose friends and mutuals by being too much of myself again (posting kpop shit and talking too much about myself and my unrequited crush). Like literally ppl are unfollowing me. I should’ve curated my personality better so it would be cooler but I couldn’t. Ugh

The concept: I tell you that all my top artists this year were kpop girl groups and you put me in music jail

That’s just me @ my job. Keep up the good work as well!

Someone online said you can tell when a white person listens to kpop from the way they look

Bro what

Being a baby is so embarrassing and gross I’m glad I was never a baby and I will never own a baby lol

I still haven’t forgotten but it’s gonna happen soon I know

I’m like so Normal and Adjusted now like following my coworkers on ig going to sports outings. WHAT. Feels super dangerous like I feel like if I just take one more second to think about it I’ll get embarrassed and scared and die!

These could be 2 characters in an 80s movie where the writers would try to gaslight the audience that the left person is an ugly nerd and the right person is a hot popular girl

A mutual of 2 days on tiktok sent me a “👋” and unfollowed me after I posted 1 video lmaooo first time something like that happened. Bold!

Maybe I just projected my own life on these posts but I heavily relate to all of this

Me realizing effexor makes me feel continuously drunk like I have no idea what’s going on anymore. I am manic. I’ve been spinning in place at work again. Ok maybe it’s the 2 redbulls too

I am going to kill myself in a way that’s fun, exciting and lets me stay alive afterwards

Eating Mentos with cola flavor which is literally against God

Something so sickening about a picture of this career path with a freaking LLM caption in the left bottom corner like bro so we “progressed” from That to This??

This horrible time again: I need to change my sheets but I don’t have that much POWER