Lola//小白兔 🐇 ~ edsky ~ 🔞MDNI

he was successfully rehomed. totally did not fumble the interaction ❤️‍🩹

no, why the hell is there a 2cm difference between my biceps 😭😭😭

no, it's not better. it gave me diarrhea. my stomach is still bubbling like crazy
at least I no longer feel like I'm being cooked alive from the insides

2kg to go 🙏🏻😩

I think I'll give the seungm1n pc to a coworker tomorrow. I don't like skz enough to collect them, but my coworker is a stay so maybe she will want him

I'm feeling a bit better now 🤧

just unboxed my new at33z albums and oh my fucking god, seonghw4 is following me everywhere. in all 3 albums, he was present 💔💔

i also got a seungm1n pc as a gift from the store 🙂‍↕️🙂‍↕️

I've never felt this bad after an energy drink before. what the hell

I'm working night shift today, so I got a monster in a flavour I haven't tried. you guys have no idea how bloated and nauseous it got me🤕🤕

had a shit day at work, and then I come back home to see my mum baked a pie which was the worst pie I ever had - legit had to spit it out in the trash in front of her. I just want to sleep and forget about this day ☹️

I have a (girl) coworker who's slowly going to inflate my ego. she's always praising how skinny I am 🙂‍↕️🙂‍↕️

((it's lowkey not enough because I need to be edtwt skinny not irl skinny))

I got some clothes from an acquaintance in the army, and I didn't realise they were thermal. I'm baking here and it's almost 10 degrees

ughhhh it's so foggy outside, I don't feel like going on the run. but I need to - I have to lose weight 🥀

❤️‍🩹

I'm legit working full time, getting my second uni degree, and travelling around the world, but they still call me lazy and worthless.

make it make sense.

I'm more accomplished than them and everyone around me.

my parents never being proud of me is my villain origin story

the way I become a famished animal when near cheese 💔💔

dare I say I finally hit a new lw this year? it's not my lw ever, so it doesn't feel rewarding

I'll be fasting for two days. I got my jar of mint gums with me at work, should be fine

I'm like 3kg away from my first gw. I want to reach it before my birthday. I have to try hard to lose 1kg every week 🥀

my stomach hurts every time i take my vitamins without eating 💔

omg my waist finally broke the plateu of going between 52 and 54 cm, it's now standing at 50cm!!! a win!!! 🥳🥳🥳🥳

dreamt I relapsed and went crazy with sh on my entire body - woke up with phantom pain, my thighs are sore and burning. it felt so sweet in the dream, but I can't do it yet; next month for sure

sometimes I forget I am real and have a tangible body

you guys have no idea how scared I am every time i have to leave my house. legit shaking right now - and I'm just going to the store for some litter sand 😭

another irrational fear is me tripping and falling neck first through a metal pipe. doesn't help I'm clumsy, and I did break my foot once just because I tripped while on a walk 😬

one of my most irrational fear is that i will pop my guts if I bend too quickly (reason to not allow your 6 y/o kid to watch top 100 most weird and brutal deaths in history documentaries)

i HATE feeling my stomach full. genuinely makes me so nauseous

I'm so uncomfortable being home alone with my mother... i want to leave and return later tonight, but she will question me 😮‍💨