·♡ Amelia ♡·

My ass can't pretend everything is normal when that is just plain shitty friend behaviour

Wish im mentally stable for all the whole "we don't talk for months but we're still best friends!!!" Thing but I am unfortunately not. I think about my friends so often often & then to have to restrain myself from texting them i miss you only to be left on read for the next 2 months?

Pretty sure my friendship with one of my closest best friend is over lol babygirl straight up ghosted me in all social media accounts and DMs and texts for a month now so that's just awesome I guess

Not to be freaky on a Thursday afternoon in the middle of August bit goddamn I need to be slammed against a wall and choked rn ALREADY PLEASE I hate being single

I LOVEEEEEEE IMGGG LOOK AT HIS HAIR

Thank you 😭 its at the end of July!! Its hard out here surviving babes 😔

Oh man I really spoke too soon when I said this year's bday month will be good with no tears because the depression I've been hit for the past couple of days is astronomical category 11 disaster trying real fucking hard not to break my 475 days of being self harm free and its real fucking hard yall

I feel so empty and depressed today I need to do something to turn this around or im going to end up cutting myself again i just know it

Life feels so so heavy today I feel like crying its 9am 😭 this either means my period is coming or im getting the birthday week depression early 🙃

Getting my photocards laminated to protect them from dust today :3

At what point do I just fucking give up trying to arrange hangout sessions with my friend group who keeps giving me excuses that they can't come.

Learning how to be okay with being alone even though I've BEEN on my own & couldn't depend on anyone since birth sucks & it hurts

Being upset over something so small makes me feel so stupid

a woman sits on the ground writing in a notebook with a pen ALT: a woman sits on the ground writing in a notebook with a pen

Me opening my journal to let all my feelings out or else im going to start cutting myself again and nobody wants that !!

I am once again upset over lowkey being replace by a coworker in my best friend's life 😔💔

Lonely eyes fic im thinking of you today and I miss you please come back and stop breaking my heart everytime I think about you

BUT THE ONES THEY DIDNT FUCK UP IS SOOOOO SLAY

THE PERSON ACCIDENTALLY FUCKED UP A FEW OF THEM NOOOOOOOOO MY SHAYLAS 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

PICKING THEM UP TOMORROW AFTER WORK LETS FUCKING GOOOOOOOOOO

My hannigram heu photocard is finished EVERYONE CHEER 🥳 IM SO EXCITED TO SEE THEMMM

WAIT I JUST CHECKED AND NOOOOOOO THE NEXT CHAPER WILL BE EXPLICIT. I HAVE TO WAIT ANOTHER MONTH BEFORE THESE TWO FUCK?? MAY I HAVE THE PATIENCE OH GOD PLEASE 😭

WOKE UP TO AN UPDATE AND THE CHAPTER IS EXPLICIT !!!!!!!! I WIN !!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Clutching my heart waiting for an update for ny favourite dom and sorasa fic PLEASE ITS BEEN OVER A MONTH PLEASE PLEASE LET THE AUTHOR UPDATE SOON IM GOING CRAZY OHMYGOD

I hate when a man introduce me to a good song because now my delusional ass will think of you everytime I listen to it

A man just called me "pure and clean" because I've never done drugs or had sex....quick what year am I in

I'm so excited to finally get my hands on a hannigram/HEU photocard!!!!!!! The photocard stand I got is SOOOOO CUTEEEE and for my office I'm going to put a picture of Duncan 1st :3

My coworker does 3rd printing on the side omggggg this means I can get a hannibal themed stuff printed this is the best thing ever

RIGHTTT I FEEL LIKE HIS MOVIE CHOICES WOUD BE REALLY INTERESTING

I thought this was Hugh at the letterbox room for a second glance 😭

Thank you my love i hope so too 😭