Bean (they/them)

Possibly - probably need a therapist tbh

Can confirm I’m actually doing pretty shitty and the walk on the canal didn’t help

Fuck, the amount of anxiety that I’ve felt this weekend knowing I’m back in work tomorrow is actually insane. Nobody should be made to feel like this by coworkers

Please can we all manifest a job offer coming through for me? I interviewed this week and I think I did okay but the competition is crazy and I really need to get out of my current work situation

I’m proud of myself for doing it bc it means I can hopefully have healthier relationships where I’m not the one running away from people but dang. For the first time to be a red flag situation does still feel quite shitty

Before I even set the boundary I processed the emotions which came from how they’d made me feel. I’d said they made me feel like X so going forward if they do that again, I’m going to leave that situation for them to take their responsibility bc that’s not on me

So, I’ve been working on setting boundaries and not taking responsibility that belongs to other people. The first time I properly did that was at the weekend and I’ve since been blocked by that person on everything 🙃

What’s the worst thing that’d happen if I deleted all social accounts? I’m so freaking tired of the expectation to be online 100% of the time. I’d like to go back to pigeon post please

“Bone broth is pretty close to blood, right?
Because it's just water and bones and that's me from my ninth grade biology understanding that water bones is blood, right? Correct?” - Brian David Gilbert

I’d like to challenge Brian David Gilbert to write a sad jingle. This comes after a writing prompt I’ve been given in my creative writing class

Actually cannot believe that I fed something back at work today and was met with “well I’m a senior manager” 🙃 my team just keeps getting worse and worse

Legitimately there are so many people within fandom and cosplay communities that this WILL impact. I urge you to have your say - did you know that an MP considers a flurry of emails on a matter to be around 20?? That’s absolutely nothing. Posting bc I am incredibly angry at the govt

So, this is apparently becoming a bit of a political account, bc I’m gonna urge all friends and followers to write to their MPs about the Welfare Reform where the govt are taking away benefits from disabled people. The next vote is on 9th July - please have your say. www.scope.org.uk/news-and-sto...

TransActual We’re seeing our rights and access to healthcare going backwards, not forwards. Write to the Prime Minister, write to your MP. Do it today. Do it every week.

Hey people - reminder that today is the last day to respond to the EHRC consultation. The terfs will be, so please have your voices heard! There’s useful guidance for responding on TransActual.org.uk/equality-act-campaign/responding-to-the-ehrc-consultation/

So my office refused to turn the AC on today whilst it was really warm and we don’t have windows that can open. Caused me to feel extremely nauseous all day and even though I’ve been home to a much fresher house for like five hours, I still feel extremely ill 🙃

Okay but could someone tell me where brian david gilbert breathes during i wish that i could wear hats??

Brian David Gilbert is actually healing me today

In the same boat over here 🫂

The worst thing about cptsd is being triggered by people 🙃 specifically those I can’t avoid bc I work with them 🙃

Pretty please could I request that Næsta Skref makes an appearance on this tours set list 🤞🤞🤞

Can I leave the UK now? We didn’t have local elections this year but just checking the results atm and… we’re absolutely fucked

I actually think we aren't mean enough to AI users

Wrote to my MP, hope she’s better than my last one but I have zero hope. At least it’s something I can actually do though

We have so much shit to do, for our own lives.

And on top of it we also have to deal with this schmucky little guy attacking the country.

And you’re still doing a great job despite all that whoever needs to hear it.

This is not me asking to be wished a happy birthday, this is me feeling rejected by the people in my life that are some of the closest to me

Ngl it hurts a bit that the family I chose (who are visiting this weekend) didn’t even drop a message to say happy birthday, yet my boss (who I’m not mega close with) did on both our days off. The RSD has really kicked in this evening bc of it (there’s been other stuff going on within that too)

The autism is saying a big no and now I don’t think I’ll be able to sleep either 😭

lol it’s been a while and I’m here to vent… why is it that right before bed an entire change of plans has been landed on me? Not only that but legitimately the night before I go back to work after having been off for stress since bloody January 🙃

Craziest part of my day/life? Legit being one of three people to ride Wickerman today

Graphic depicting Con O'Neill dressed as Izzy Hands in drag from Calypso's Birthday and saying "A Message for the OFMD Fandom recorded by Con O'Neill from an anonymous donor"

Con O'Neill donated a voice message to the #OFMDCraftFair and the wonderful anonymous donor who won it decided to share it with the entire fandom. Please enjoy (and spread widely so everyone can hear). soundcloud.com/veeagainstth...