mara

monitor lizards shouldn't quote NMH in their bluesky bios

I'm normal

I deleted our entire conversation so I wouldn't read your words

why do the women's soccer teams have male coaches wtf

alright suburb, best cinema in town

it's so much easier to communicate with someone when you feel nothing for them

guy in class pat my head so I'm gonna follow him around like a dog till I die now ig

I'm just starting to be able to hit e5 consistently, mostly practicing singing Girls Rituals tracks cause they sit at the top of my range. I should be able to add a couple notes if I keep it up

throat hurts from singing to myself

Lars von Trier going Chrischan-mode

I like that I can't get addicted to this measurably worse app

do I cancel getting laid to go to the Morton Feldman recital alone

trying to prepare myself mentally for being alone for a long time

the guy across from me on the bus is so beautiful I'm going to die

all I get to see here is Rocky and Steve albini

sm women's labour is made invisible by the patriarchy it's mindbending

blocking someone should be considered a value-neutral act like I just can't look at you or have the temptation to but that's my problem not yours

need a mastodon so only losers know how self-pitying I can be

any interaction with anyone rn is damage control

blocking all housemates and partners or exs on bluesky

it's cool that the Lingua Ignota lady only started that project when she was 31 it's nice to see older women making it

attempt at open communication predictably made everything worse

cried a third time while listening to Does Not Suffice for the first time since breaking up with **** two years ago

Lots of people appreciate my company but my emotions are too erratic to bring anyone comfort or security

I cried twice today once while remembering a fight I had with ***** and once while messaging ******

just went on a three hour walk

leaving the defective people club because I'm too defective

either dogfuckers can get into heaven or we're all going to hell imo

What's Puce Mary up to what's her number

the only way to live is intense and painful self-sabotage