Jayme

Getting food cravings while alone in the house with no one to talk to is scary

I need to lock in so I can be as beautiful as my queen

Ty!! It really was even though my family said it looked disgusting😭😭

Idk how to take good pictures but this was so good I'm so proud

This is one of the best protein bars I've tasted

Successfully fasted for 24hrs. I feel great and the meal I broke it with was SOO GOOD. God it's great to be back in controm

Banana

Omad. Ground turkey, mash potatoes, greenbeans, and pickled onions. It was very scrumptious

My world is stagnant. I don't know what to do or what to feel but at least it's making me lose my appetite.

My muscles are so SORE GRAGGHHHH

I don't think it matters whether or not I'm fully clean. It doesn't matter anymore. I am alone

I also tried exercising today but it literally felt like my heart was about to jump out my chest. I've been so dehydrated

Selfie of me with edgy hairstyle cuz I'm playing with my hair before I wet it in the shower

Self esteem is in the grave but I'm trying to be optimistic and bounce back to my usual routine of working out and eating better. The binge and purge must stop

I want to rip my insides out. I wanna throw them all uo. I want to remove the need to consume

Yea im okay!! It was one of the worst things I've felt in a while but now my stomach just aches a little bit

I'm gonn die I hink I see God holy shit this feels awful

Actually feels like something is tearing open my insides holy shot I shouldn't have done that

Binged om spicy food I'm so so fucked my stomach is fucked

I'm gonna die alone

I tried to exercise but I feel so bloated and fat. I regret eating breakfast

Almost binged last night but it was delayed and eventually uber cancelled and refunded it. It was a sign from god

Why does just existing hurt so much

I feel so alone

Work outs been good I've been good and I've been getting stronger but I stopped being able to SHIT😭

I feel so guilty and sad and useless and like I'll never be able to live s normal life or care about anything ever I am a shell

I didn't really measure any kf the cheese or cream it's just an estimate. I probably consumed way more than that

Was doing so good this week with staying in a deficit but I binged. It was all I could think about and now my stomach hurts a lot

This is what I've got logged

Today was such a good food day. I meal prepped spaghetti w/ beef and chicken for the week and they both came out so good and filling I didn't even have the urge to binge. Maybe heavy lifting has been improving my mood ☺️

I wonder if the food service workers know that all that food is gonna be inside of me within in hour