ru-pybara ʕ•㉨•ʔ

Little drawing of a horse. very round and small like a toy. the text reads 新年快乐！(happy new year)

新年快乐！happy new year!

I truly am god's favourite comedy channel because a fever and stomach flu was not what I expected for new yearrrrr 😭

Anti-anxiety meds at...
[checks time]

10am, because my heart and mind won't stop.

I haven't eaten since yesterday. I barely slept last night. I feel so fucking sad.

🥹 4am and I still can't sleep... my brain keeps saying really horrid things.

heavily considering taking a step back from everything, everywhere and everyone.

Lunar new year is a very big hurdle for me and this is not where I want my head to be rn. My next dr's appointment is on the 19th and I don't know if I'm gonna be okay

Color illustration of two moomintroll characters dancing in a forest. It is dark all around them, but light is glowing down through an opening in the canopy of leaves above. A trail of flowers also leads to where they’re dancing.

Did this as a mini Valentines gift for my bf but he’s terrible with surprises and already demanded to see it so I’ll post it early too. Us but as gay moomintrolls because I said so. 🌿

It's so scary how one person can remove all the work you've done for yourself, only to put you back in a very dark place.

old friend catching up: "have you been up to anything fun?"

[ thoughts roam to recent terrible events ]

me: "...haha nope!"

sittim... sittim is de opposite of standim...

this song has been stuck in my head and lrp made me sing it again

북극토끼 스티커 도안

It was soooo hard to stay asleep. Will not take my meds late again.

drags my hands down my face. my wrist and shoulder are starting to give me problems again. the thought of losing my arm haunts me.

neighbours being fucking annoying at midnight triggering my fight-or-flight (well, mostly fight) and adding to my sleep anxiety... when i get you

"ich bin poopenfarten" was not something I thought I'd ever say but here we are

it has to be illegal to be this fine

Prestige Chosen of the Wolf Swain, call me

A handmade pottery mug made from white speckled clay that reads DUMP HIM (INTO THE SEA) and is glazed a layered blue green on the handle, rim, and interior. Drips of glaze are traveling down the outside.

Close up of the blue green glaze on the mug.

DUMP HIM (INTO THE SEA) Mermaid Mug. 🧜‍♀️ Now available for pre-order: littleedenpottery.etsy.com/listing/4452... #pottery #art #ceramics #bsnm #handmade

If I don't got me, I know rereading stuff I have on Ellipsus got me. 🙏

Lunar New Year art of a bunny creature and several mini bunny followers. The creature is holding a mandarin orange. There is a large red envelope Mandarin character for luck/prosperity.

🐰Gearing up for Lunar New Year with another prior piece! Some bunnies hopping by with some luck🐰

🧧 祝你好运 🧧

2026 is the year I kick my PTSD, depression and anxiety in the fucking shin!!! Praying these meds will be gentle and in turn, help my brain be kinder to myself.

Moving to a bigger room as well. I think I can do it.

Gouache landscape painting of some yellow/lime fields surrounded by trees and forests.

French Countryside - Gouache (2025)

a bowl filled with ceramic worry stones shaped like cats

the forbidden candy

Honestly this surveillance blimp is kinda cute

Small post card sized painting made with paint markers. There is a black bird in the middle with beige, red and white details. The bird is walking fast toward something on the left side. There are more red and beige details in otherwise white the background in a floral form.

One step at a time!
#art ✧ #painting ✧ #bird

Watercolour painting of a light bulb filled with lush plants and flowers. Two white bunnies sit in the middle, partially obscured by the greenery. They look very cosy

You lose one light, you find another 🐇🌿

I'm not allowed to cry so why did I watch a video of a guy saving a cat from frostbite!!!!!

a screenshot from Steam as part of the review system for games. It shows a red thumbs down and says "Not Recommended" In addition, steam also shows how long someone has played a game as part of the review, and this person has 17,657.9 hours on record (8,492.0 hours at time of review). The joke of the post comes from adobe being one of the most parasitic and crappy companies that exist, but many people are trapped in the cycle of the subscription due to the fact that it is very much an industry standard program set in A LOT of creative professional industries.

how it feels needing to use adobe for industry clients

i have to be ok but my body keeps fighting me about it. i don't know what to do. it hurts