Oddball Party

♠️ i feel like we should try it anyway. we're not great at being consistent (or at least Otar isn't, idk as much about anyone else) but it's not like the purpose of making them would be to make some beautiful art or anything. we got some ideas on very simplified ways to draw us too.

♠️ we were thinking about maybe making a system comic journal... there's a few systems we've seen with those and we like them, seems like it helps them, & it helps us sometimes with better understanding ourselves too.

problem is... we don't do comics (& our wrists still hurt so bad)

♠️: yikes. at least your last name doesn't start with Y?

♠️ our man here was still panicking and highly nauseous about the shit from last night so im here now. he's still co-conscious though so he's able to read and respond mentally, i'll just physically type for him on his account.

♠️: how terrifying it is to be trapped in the past and see the world move on without us. to see the others out there change and grow and flourish as we stay frozen and left behind. lives are different. stories are written. while ours has yet to move beyond the very first chapter.

♠️: struggling. our brain has been partially frozen in 2009 to '14 all this time, we remember many, but i do not believe we (as in, the system, Otar included) are remembered by many from then. we might as well never have existed to them. we didn't, as far as they know.

🦊: it's not a dream right now right? other people in the world exist and we're not asleep?

🦊: wow! everything is a lot right now. umm. even just with us. even apart from the whole rest of everything else. we keep finding ourselves asking if this is just a dream and that's scary. it's scary. this isn't a dream. we're alive. but why does it feel like we're dreaming?

♠️: what the fuck gonzo lied??

♠️: very glad that no one else in the system has a fronting song that would ever realistically be anyone's entrance music. the day someone comes out to the Mr. Rogers theme song is a very dangerous one.

♠️: there was a wrestler that had my fronting song as his entrance theme but the last time we saw him was before it helped me front & he doesn't seem to be wrestling anymore.

someone we've not seen in a while DOES use Otar's, but obviously that's fine bc he's who "should" be fronting at shows.

♠️: having fronting songs unexpectedly come up and trigger a switch is kind of hilarious.

otar was in the middle of streaming a game to our friend, accidentally pressed a button that activated a mod that as it turns out plays my fronting song, and now im here.

Ace's symbols also include ♠️. As in, the Ace of Spades. Slightly baffling that Otar forgot that to be honest. (Ace is writing this.)

🩸: We keep getting this alert that our SIM card's "activation" is "incomplete" which means we cannot send texts or make phone calls... and then it ends with "call [number] for assistance."

How.

🩸: OSDD system full of bizarre non-human beings creates a social media account to communicate with friends and share the strange life of being what they are, only posts about shitty phone.

🩸: This new phone is so horrid that it made Toby say something "sucks" for the first time in his known existence.

🚫: has been so long since no one fronting that didn't even think to list emoji for it. but here we are. will use this.

felt need to say for those who do not know.. this is possible. happens v rarely for us. car has no driver so is driving self. otherwise would crash.

🦊: our new phone feels pretty slow and worse than our old one ? which is weird because this is um samsung 20-something and the last one was galaxy 10e so i would think it'd be faster and better... especially since we don't have anything downloaded on this...

🦊: im just hoping his/our(?) friends care at least a little bit about the rest of us... i still can't help but feel like a virus or a parasite after one group of his (former) friends... really... didn't like us being out and weren't very nice about it.

🦊: well um.. nice to maybe not have to worry now about upsetting or disappointing people by not being Otar...

im fronting right now but he's always co-fronting. so. if you see stuff on his account while someone else is fronting that's why.

(emojis subject to change bc i am going based off of assumption of what the others will choose. if anyone picks something different I'll update it)

emojis to indicate who's speaking

💚: Otar (he/it; will probably not post on here much if at all aside from this)
🩶/🐺: Ace (he/they/it)
🩸: It Breathes (it/its; we all just call it "Ib")
🩵/🦊: Toby (he/him; 2nd-youngest)
🤍/🌌: Zenith (they/them)
❓️: unknown

The youngest won't be posting on here.