Lyla

Breakups fucking suck :/

Sometimes you have to do what's best for you though, I guess.
😔😭

I'll have to look into it when I'm not completely dead exhausted 😔 (so; never)

I get random bits of vertigo sometimes! I wonder if that's what causes it :o I never really got it looked at. Are there other symptoms of menieres disease?

Vertigo SUCKS. It almost always completely disables me. I can't do anything besides lie there and keep my eyes shut until everything stops.

🥺🥺🥺 I'm so sad I didn't get to meet you today

I'm a puppy and I have BOUNDLESS ENERGY sometimes

Like right now :3
Bouncy bouncy bouncy
:3 we are going to get arbys!!!!!!! I'm gonna get an apple pie shake :333333

I would also like to know this 👀

Happy valentine's day 🩷🥰 does anyone wanna be my valentine's? :3

I'm. So. Tired. 😭😴 My girlfriend's dog kept waking me up every two hours

I'm probably cute/toy or cute/smart maybe? Idk

Oooooooh I seeeeeee

What kind of mood? :o

I'm a puppy girl but I don't think I count as a furry.
My girlfriend thinks I do because I'm a puppy girl
How do I convince her I'm not a furry

OMG I AM SO EXCITED TO PLAY IT

Having a breakdown and then kinda feeling a bit better and then realising everyone is probably annoyed and disappointed in you for having a breakdown and then having another mini breakdown because of it....... Not really what I had planned for the day but here we are I guess

You know. I almost tried to contact her, the other day.

I don't know why.
I got away from her.
I don't ever want to think about her ever again.

And I almost tried to find her again.

What is wrong with me?
What if I had gone through with it?
What if she missed me? And wanted me back?

I hate thinking about it. But it's so hard not to sometimes.

Cutie angel mood? :3

🫣

🥺 arf

Losing time is so fucking scary sometimes. You'd think we would be used to it by now :x

What kind of mood? :o

I'm laying here. I haven't eaten today. And I don't want to move. I want to just waste away.
But I have to go to work soon.
I could call out. And be more pathetic and useless. And hate myself even more.
Why can't I just get up and do things? Why do I have to want to suffer like this?

🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺

Feeling extra lonely. Extra vulnerable.
Cried a little.
I'm so tired of struggling.
I'm so tired of being depressed.

Two of my alters are always always always fighting.

One of them is a scared little girl who holds onto people so tightly because she's so afraid of being abandoned again.

And the other wants her gone because she ruins our relationships. And won't take no for an answer.

I don't know what to do

My first thought was like.... Halo

God it's so fucking hard. I am trying so hard and I feel like I'm on the verge of breakdown so often. I don't know how I'm supposed to keep managing all of them. I literally developed an alter to help manage it with me and even then it doesn't help much
It just feels like it's too much to handle :(

Pretty puppy :3 arf!

Girl 🫵

ARF :333