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I seem normal but I had a lot of bad stuff happen to me as a kid. 35. Fort Collins. blog: https://www.absentmammoth.org/ lastfm: https://www.last.fm/user/absentmammoth gh: https://github.com/mbeckrich

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have found out I can’t even begin to describe how bad the last year has been. I’ve been stuck in bed recovering from surgery and trying to write about the last year and it’s just impossible. Which feels like its own failure. Easily top three worst years. Maybe #1 based on volume

27.09.2025 15:34 β€” πŸ‘ 2    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

Absolutely stunned to see my childhood chess coach’s daughter getting famous for her wretched politics. β€œBethelβ€˜s a REAL piece of work” is I’m sure a thought I had when I was 11.

07.09.2025 18:43 β€” πŸ‘ 13    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 1
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insane how hard the full passage goes. RIP to a real one

21.04.2025 13:50 β€” πŸ‘ 86    πŸ” 11    πŸ’¬ 1    πŸ“Œ 0

The Coors Porcelain Company also helped work on a horrifying nuclear doomsday weapon as part of Project Pluto, and they lost a bunch of radioactive material that was never accounted for, according to documents from Rocky Flats. Also they bought the Contras a plane.

12.04.2025 19:39 β€” πŸ‘ 79    πŸ” 15    πŸ’¬ 5    πŸ“Œ 2
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Teruhide Kato (1936-2005)
The 1000 Torii at Kyoto's Fushima Inari Shrine
#japanese #woodblock

12.04.2025 04:54 β€” πŸ‘ 157    πŸ” 25    πŸ’¬ 1    πŸ“Œ 1
A black and white cat sitting on the floor with β€œairplane ears” , looking alert.

A black and white cat sitting on the floor with β€œairplane ears” , looking alert.

I have become too strong…

11.04.2025 13:36 β€” πŸ‘ 7018    πŸ” 704    πŸ’¬ 56    πŸ“Œ 11
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Juniper House
Nucla, CO

10.04.2025 19:30 β€” πŸ‘ 242    πŸ” 19    πŸ’¬ 2    πŸ“Œ 1
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NYT Covers Up for Cuomo While some local papers have been scathing in their coverage of the ex-governor, the New York Times seems to be largely buying what Cuomo's selling.

This has been an extraordinarily painful aspect to my life these past few years. Papers folding like a cheap suit to Cuomo’s baseless claims of vindication. It’s simply not true. And it’s been unspeakably hard to see institutions I’ve respected my whole life fold fair.org/home/nyt-cov...

10.04.2025 11:34 β€” πŸ‘ 693    πŸ” 174    πŸ’¬ 14    πŸ“Œ 14
SPIEGEL: Professor Adorno, two weeks ago, the world still seemed in order...

ADORNO: Not to me.

SPIEGEL: Professor Adorno, two weeks ago, the world still seemed in order... ADORNO: Not to me.

09.04.2025 19:52 β€” πŸ‘ 162    πŸ” 25    πŸ’¬ 1    πŸ“Œ 1
05.04.2025 03:23 β€” πŸ‘ 56    πŸ” 8    πŸ’¬ 1    πŸ“Œ 0

I’ve taken it at 200mg daily for 15 years and had no side effects. I don’t β€œfeel” it the way I do Vyvanse or even Prozac, but I definitely felt worse depression-wise when I was off it for a month, so it’s doing… something. Def one of the less noticeable but more helpful meds I’ve been on. Good luck!

20.03.2025 21:58 β€” πŸ‘ 14    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 1    πŸ“Œ 0

I'm prepping a letter to Congresscritters for work, and it would be super useful to get as broad of a selection of responses to citizen complaints re: DOGE. If you've sent a letter and gotten a form letter back from your Congresspeople, share that with me if you can. DMs open, signal is 205-538-8876

10.03.2025 19:57 β€” πŸ‘ 4    πŸ” 3    πŸ’¬ 1    πŸ“Œ 0
a note from Ira’s vet to his other vet reads: β€œAnd- Thank you for watching over Ira, Marshall, and Lizzy.  They are such as special family, and I'm really glad they have you on their side with our little friend.”

a note from Ira’s vet to his other vet reads: β€œAnd- Thank you for watching over Ira, Marshall, and Lizzy. They are such as special family, and I'm really glad they have you on their side with our little friend.”

😭 so lucky to have such a wonderful, kind vet 😭

25.02.2025 05:01 β€” πŸ‘ 3    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

To me, a Nazi salute means, "I want to murder your family." There can be no irony about it: It puts deep anger and hatred in my heart to see it done and I will never forgive anyone who justifies or minimizes it.

23.02.2025 18:14 β€” πŸ‘ 22875    πŸ” 4863    πŸ’¬ 234    πŸ“Œ 208

retracing my steps and it’s not our texts because I was feeling bad as early as this afternoon when reading liquid templates gave me a panic attack lol

23.01.2025 11:23 β€” πŸ‘ 0    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

a friend was very kind and reached out to see how I’m doing with everything going on. I don’t know if it’s from even briefly talking about things or the past few months finally catching up with me, but I’m feeling the darkness. Perfect time to be restarting Prozac……..

23.01.2025 11:21 β€” πŸ‘ 1    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 1    πŸ“Œ 0

I listened to this a few times when it came outβ€”so funny and it gave me a lot of appreciation for Lynch as an artist and Twin Peaks. Thank you for doing it

20.01.2025 03:18 β€” πŸ‘ 0    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 1    πŸ“Œ 0

several years ago i had the chance to talk with the yks boys about twin peaks: fire walk with me, a movie i believe is increasingly vindicated over time. bsky.app/profile/your...

19.01.2025 19:55 β€” πŸ‘ 64    πŸ” 6    πŸ’¬ 3    πŸ“Œ 0
The weird astronaut-shooting-another-astronaut meme with the "James is still cool" quote from Twin Peaks the Return

The weird astronaut-shooting-another-astronaut meme with the "James is still cool" quote from Twin Peaks the Return

Hit me with Peaks memes

17.01.2025 04:15 β€” πŸ‘ 15    πŸ” 3    πŸ’¬ 3    πŸ“Œ 0
I feel bad for you. Thanks it's been a rough week

I feel bad for you. Thanks it's been a rough week

27.04.2024 16:49 β€” πŸ‘ 3449    πŸ” 459    πŸ’¬ 13    πŸ“Œ 7

what I (somewhat fumblingly) told a group of students last year is that you are trying to β€œglimpse your own cryptid.” what appears to people later as a solid aesthetic vision just begins as that personal glitch between trees.

16.01.2025 19:45 β€” πŸ‘ 1009    πŸ” 211    πŸ’¬ 9    πŸ“Œ 5
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16.01.2025 18:46 β€” πŸ‘ 16697    πŸ” 2564    πŸ’¬ 51    πŸ“Œ 86
The Drones - How To See Through Fog
YouTube video by orphan-drugs blogspot The Drones - How To See Through Fog

Hell yes. The Drones in particular rule youtu.be/PcrEJ3u7nW8

13.01.2025 09:08 β€” πŸ‘ 0    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

The relief I felt when we were able to go home, indescribable. Like we’d cheated certain death. But it’s a hollow joy because I know it comes from being Fucked πŸ†™ I would be fine never leaving the house again.

09.01.2025 08:02 β€” πŸ‘ 0    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

I don’t know why but on Monday night I started getting increasingly paranoid my dog was going to die at the vet on Tuesday. It was this supernatural feeling, like a premonition. I felt truly delusional, but I couldn’t shake it. I felt like I was going to cause it somehow, just by going. Awful

09.01.2025 07:53 β€” πŸ‘ 0    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 1    πŸ“Œ 0

Look, I'm not saying Jack Parsons and L. Ron Hubbard accidentally summoned the spirit of the antichrist into the womb of Mary Anne Trump shortly after her fourth child's conception

But I'm not NOT saying that

08.01.2025 16:14 β€” πŸ‘ 173    πŸ” 27    πŸ’¬ 13    πŸ“Œ 7

for the longest time, I couldn’t figure out what bothered me about the stoicism guys so much and then I realized it’s that if I jumped off a bridge tomorrow, the ones I know would make their whole thing how they’re not sad actually lol not feeling much at all actually…

08.01.2025 04:05 β€” πŸ‘ 1    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

was it Triggering to be around this while my dog was sedated and outside of the room for what felt like eternity… haha. Well,

08.01.2025 03:55 β€” πŸ‘ 0    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

I hadn’t been a Real Vet’s office in a long time but at least the one today was covered wall-to-wall in material about putting your dog down πŸ‘

08.01.2025 01:16 β€” πŸ‘ 0    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 1

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