cigarette enthusiast

i swear to God recently like the last week or two have been so horrible for me and im coping so bad and im rapidly losing weight cause i just have no appetite for anything and keep starving myself 👍

dude pierce the veil tickets sold out so bad in my area pit tickets are $600+ wtffff

i lost two pounds! 116 now

going to the club tonitteeee ate my omad and im gonna just drink a yogurt drink before so i look gooood

i just want you all to be okay <3

i feel like this is more an edtwt thing than it is here, maybe cause of minors in their honeymoon phase, but im VERY serious about being pro recovery. if anyone wants to chat ill never judge you but if you ask me for advice i will always give harm reduction and recovery tips (:

eeee im excited just worried ab the healing process

Has anyone here gotten a belly button piercing? im getting mine today and im kinda scared of needles, how much did it hurt? my mom was like “if you can get an iud, you can handle a belly button piercing” and ik shes right but at least i didnt have to SEE the iud!!!

everyone is sick rn omg. as for working out, classic short walks are always good. some light yoga, and some light stretching. you dont wanna overexert urself and feel even weaker the next day!

this is şalgam, which is mostly pretty healthy. i would say if you drink this to watch your carbs in other foods (even though its still not like A LOT a lot) but u can ordee this online for like $3-$10 and trust me when i say, you will be cleared out 🙂‍↕️

i was just talking ab this with one of my other moots and its literally not possible to hold an ed space anywhere that isnt twt or sky, and even then youre still under threat of being taken down.

i dont think ill ever have kids bc i think im too mentally ill but if i did, id want them to be healthy but i dont think id ever be an “almond mom” to them. i dont want them to suffer how im suffering and have a horrible relationship with food

reallll it was so hard at first cause i think, in relation to my ed specifically, there is an aspect of being scared of being perceived negatively

theres such a weird bias against us having our own space. and even when its not the companies censoring us there is heavy bullying i feel like from non discorded people

righttt we are so similar. i dont think i ever wanna drop below 95, even if i did at one point, bc ive experienced hospitalization for this

they somehow can never combat p*dophilia on their platform thoooo. i stg not to sound all woe is me but i feel like there is a special type of hate, bullying and censorship of ed communities

i try not to fast anymore (the voices get to me tho) but i definitely am a total restrict, calorie counting, nutrition facts girly. if anyone wants to talk and discuss restricting im your gal 😎 i just have a lot of medical anxiety of losing SO much weight im forced to gain again

realll theres healthier, more harm reductive ways to encourage bowel movements that wont worsen ur digestive too its just not worth it. always recommend prunes, pickled vegetables, and im middle eastern so my favorite all time low cal drink for pooping is şalgam!!

being a social adult is my biggest form of harm reduction tbh 😭 im like “hm i should fast this weekend” but i literally cant bc im getting a piercing tmmrw and im going clubbing sunday and smoking. im just gonna restrict to 900-1000 🤏

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honestly atp if u arent drinking diet coke whatre u doing… it literally tastes exactly like coke but with none of the cals 🙂‍↕️ its the only thing helping me with my dying sore throat (and monster too)

i actually didnt even eat a whole lot cause i randomly got ao fucking sick. any time i have family visit they always make me sick

i am NOT counting my cals today. i will let myself enjoy my holiday. i will let myself enjoy my holiday. i will let myself enjoy my holiday. i will let myself enjoy my holiday. i will let myself enjoy my holiday. i will let myself enjoy my holiday.

this is fr so scary id even say to report them

if im being completely honest i think it can be hard to talk to partners ab ur ed. they usually dont get it nd sometimes even try to force you to eat like “for me??” i think its best to either be 100% honest about it and communicate strictly that you do not want to be guilted into eating

its all about balance

actually maybe i should make my limit 600 cause me and my friends are gonna be smoking today and playing dnd so im def gonna be munching. i think 600 is good if i just dont eat till then ❤️ im just gonna have energy drinks

limit: 300 cals today