the ever fluffy crow

i find it interesting how some people dont believe that everyone deserves basic human rights. like ok gold star for saying you dont think bad people deserve anything i guess but you do realize how thats a path to innocent people having nothing right. like look at america. please.

i feel like i blacked out i thought it was a month away like yesterday what the hell,,, time flies when youre queer or something

the most interesting thing for me abt being trans is that if im hit where my dick would be i flinch very hard and it feels odd

for example: pretty much any time the cash drawer at work opens i flinch bc its at perfect crotch level and just flies open. never pleasant. is abt the same w/wout packer

the evilest part of this is the spice intolerance btw. used to add red pepper to everything. now i can barely add black pepper. if i can get the lactose out of the way ill do more testing though bc i could be wrong but also im mr dairy lover this is so hard to just cut out fully

like i looked up stuff re: lactose intolerance and a school or smth said "you dont just wake up one morning unable to consume dairy" and its so funny because that is genuinely what happened to me. one day fine. next day agony.
sus also is the night itchies. and the sudden orange allergy

bluesky dot com users of the world. i do not recommend suddenly gaining lactose and spice intolerance. literally one day i woke up and couldnt have them without pain. i have been cursed by something i think. it almost makes me more sus about possible mcas bc these arent just things that do that

anti homeless music but make it classy

related: if you are willing to pay shipping + my low pricing (like 3 or 4 bucks each i think) (or less idrc i need them GONE) for womens clothing lmk. i have a ton ive been needing to take pics of to put online. im willing to make a listing specifically held for you so we have a safe transaction

related: if you are willing to pay shipping + my low pricing (like 3 or 4 bucks each i think) (or less idrc i need them GONE) for womens clothing lmk. i have a ton ive been needing to take pics of to put online. im willing to make a listing specifically held for you so we have a safe transaction

ok so apparently low income housing with what we need (cats allowed, 2 bdrm, first floor, not senior living, not "must make 3x rent") is like. nonexistant around here

so i guess it is a money issue.

anyone wanna be my sugar parent for an indefinite amount of time

he looks so good! i wish beetlejuice spider was real, it'd be sick to see a buncha little guys like that roaming around

Ever wanted one of my spider backpacks without the wait for a custom? Nows your chance! This Beetlejuice inspired boy needs a home!! Taking short term plans of half down half later! He is 750 plus his ride home. Please let me know if interested! Comments appreciated for boosts

i've started putting my phone in Focus Mode which only allows access to one boring game, 0 social media outside of messaging, and the bare minimum apps i need and it has wildly improved my life until i decide to turn it off and then it's back to square one

21 and ive felt 16 since i was 16. also most likely due to trauma but i have a job so i dont feel like unpacking all that ever

i do really love being able to listen to camellia in game though! makes the pain worth it :]

sonic crossworlds is fun but my chronic pain and joint subluxations beg for accessibility in online. my thumb goes numb from holding down the acceleration and ofc the auto accel doesn't do shit online so what's even the point of being able to turn it on in an online room

i need to draw my agereg/little sona so bad,,,, i drew him once because a realistic image beamed itself into the mind. drawing baby sona is the best

i wish it was a money issue. i wish it was fixable with a gfm or something im going insane

i wish i could force us to move out. i wish all the boxes felt like progress. i dont know what to do anymore. i feel like i sort and throw away so much but everything looks the same

this entire fucking house is wet and rotting theres no other explanation. why is the carpet wet in the new drippy room. why is the wood wet under the stairs. why is there just so much water damage and mold everywhere. i want out. i feel so sick all the time.

i hate venting but i just genuinely hate this and dont know what to do other than cry out into the void desperately for help as if thatll make anything better. i dont want to keep doing this i dont wanna keep living like this

im tired of doing everything by myself. i wish i could get like. constant help. but i dont even know where to start. so much stuff is horded and i feel like i shouldnt even bother sorting until its all boxed up. i want out. i feel abandoned. im tired of living in drippy moldy awful hell.

it's not even a money issue right now i feel. its the fact our car is broke down for a year+, mom was in hospital for over a month and isnt doing exercises now, landlord(s) have never fucking cared, i'm too stressed and sad and in pain to clean, more things keep popping up to add to the stress etc

we have so much mold and water damage and the ceilings are falling apart in places in all 3 levels now. and our moving plans got fucked over bc hospital stuff and i feel like we're just stuck here till it all falls on us. and i extra cant move out now too. i dont know what to do anymore

things keep happening and i feel like the house is genuinely at risk of something collapsing and yet i have to clean up things before landlord can be called in. and even then he hasn't cared about the roof for years. he said the crack in the basement with breeze coming through was normal

policing fetishes will forever be something i hate. yes even Those ones. fantasies are fantasies and they don't cause harm. if you're into something and cause harm that's not the thing's fault thats your own

Hey, um, we need help. Moving is costing us at least $10k more than we planned for and we may need to close down the shop for a short while so... we're running our first ever fundraiser. outsidercomics.com/moving-updat... You can also help by shopping our moving sale this weekend.

Drawing if a tired puppy with the caption; "This too shall pass but like wtf"

Bruh

now's seeming like a really good time to finally read that book