symbiotic_succubus

interesting note on the complete translated zohar. google translate the parts you don't understand. ✌️

Labubu and a grimoire, nothing bad could come of this. nothing at all. oh right i named her Erebus

i think i got labutomized

i seem to have taken an interest in creating occulted physical replicas of hebrew accounts of lilith.

has anyone considered attributing lilith to her consorts is lessening her divinity.

i realised something today, and i think i understand my purpose now.

almost there.

ultimately it all boils down to the same thing, removal of something.

rituals, to banish unclean energy or unwanted energies. or did you want me to write out a rite for you?

true though. people should focus more on actually using their banishment rituals

hmm

i wanna figure out how to socket gems in leather

enlightenment comes as fire razing those that imprison our bodies, souls, and minds. and that i fear will never come.

maybe it doesn't matter as long as it wins views on the internet, so we can prostitute our own fake craft in exploitation for instant gratification in the form of fattening our pockets with greed pentacles be damned, spiritual freedom is as expensive as the cost of trade based economy,

does anyone else, actually draw diagrams of their magical frameworks anymore? do we all just steal the same symbols of alchemy and call ourselves enlightened to like the great occultists of the past? has anyone stopped to consider? maybe i'm stealing? brainwashing myself with 21st century slop?

ai generated slop, internet brainrot, forget the show, and save yourself now, forget-me-not inverse thy own drought now before times unwound, with closed eyes, brace the ground, blinded we release our doubt.

a black marble bowl with the intent of communicating with

got my mew scrying bowl shined up and ready.

sitting on a fur coat with a book

yet another picture sitting on the fur coat. now the chair is visible and there is a book

just finished binding my second wearable book. it looks pretty cool. I kind of messed up a bit when I was making it but in the end I think it turned out better than it needed to

my new project.

just invested in a nice dress, assuming i even get invited to a cocktail party, or something occulture related.

i just ordered a black marble scrying bowl from egypt. 😅

another book that I am binding, hopefully this one turns out prettier

The second of my grimoire prototype. it's coming along smoothly. just it's been a process and honestly I just need to bind more and stop doom scrolling

rough lineart

sky painted

background painted

finished product with foreground

watercolor painting i did for endpages of the books i'm making

Sometimes i wish i was still a part of a coven, then i remember why i left.

it's one thing to facilitate growth, and togetherness, but another when you grow beyond that which confines you.

i yearn for the sorority, but know inside there is always new walls being built to be constrained with.

the planet is crying

The entire complete translation of the Zohar 23 volume set on top of my bookcase with some Lego flowers

in other words while i have been afk from internet.

i also managed to get my hands on a complete translation of the zohar!

woman in messy living room badly posing with a grimoire

check out my wearable grimoire prototype.

She of the night, 2 volumes from theion publishing. i'm very excited for these.

they arrived. now only to finish my current read before i dive in.

one of my bookshelves

crazy in retrospect that i actually read everything on this shelf cover to cover at some point.

#occultsky

i wanna make a book with belt latch

idea's roughly.

i hate being academic about witchcraft. like i love all the astrology and tarot readings and this is this because this. but i only care about numbers. diagrams, systems of practice, and the great work.