Except this time I’m crying too

Separate occasion where it’s almost 1 a.m. and I’m up with my cat

I can’t believe it’s almost 1 a.m. and I’m still awake with my cat.

I feel so claustrophobic, like I’m just going in circles chasing my own tail. Making excuses for how things will get better is starting to feel like false hope.

I’m so tired of just surviving. These fucking endless days are draining me. I’ve never felt so fucking lost in my life.

I spend most of my days at home with Luna and she helps keep me grounded. She’s a sweet baby 💕

I miss my old shitty job too and my friends. I have no intention of making friends here because I can’t relate to the people here. Knowing I’ll feel this way the whole time I live here is defeating.

Man, I really miss my house. I was fully prepared for these feeling when we moved and I’m a pretty solitary person, but I really feel lonely most of the days.

I was not put on this earth to work. I was put here to get a new hobby every week and then move on as soon as I get even a little bit good at it

Should I look into it?? Or should I leave it alone???🤔

Feed me, if you dare.

Update: Meet Luna!! 🌙

YouTube video by forcedcoitus Talking Heads - Life During Wartime (live)

Song of the day: Life During War Time
"This ain't no party, this ain't no disco, this ain't no fooling around."
My nomination for the soundtrack song of 2025.
www.youtube.com/watch?v=8al5...

:(

Screaming, crying and throwing up. I put in my two weeks at work and it’s all hitting me….

AHHHHHHHHH

Manifesting a cat in my life ✨✨✨

Something is not right here…