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if i wasn't this 👌 close to dying i'd try getting help in another province or idk, another country. fuck bc and its shitty mental health act.

clawing my way out of the 2nd worst ocd crisis of my life, still can't 100% tell what's real. need help badly but there's nothing available that won't make things worse.

went 4 a walk

the brain worms are winning

i met so many kind people today ♡

i think i have either the flu or covid T-T

i got a pomelo :D

eating all my fav snacks to make up for 2 weeks of low residue diet misery

yesss it's raining 🌧

omg ran into a friend i haven't seen in 10(?) years. i'm surprised we even recognized each other, neither of us have hair anymore lmao

the air conditioning is raising my blood pressure 👍✨️

rlly hope i don't pass out before i get to my appt. decided to wait at the mall so if i start dying, someone will notice

in the mood for an entire rotisserie chicken

was planning to get stuff done before my 5pm ultrasound but i'm too deflated from fasting -.- idk how people fast for days at a time

felix dr came through 🎉 my skeleton is saved

omg REWATCHING T-T

rewarching lucifer and every time dan speaks i just hear jayce haha

it's not really a complex situation, i'm in surgical menopause and my skeleton is dissolving.

dr is taking forever to respond. i bet she's going to say my situation is "too complex" and i need to be referred to an endocrinologist 😒

giving felix a try because i need to fix my hormone situation. these hot flashes are driving me INSANE

planet

It’s why I hardly bother.

i badly need a new phone but i'm emotionally attached to my barely-functional galaxy s10

just once i'd like to use an appliance without it bursting into flame. RIP rice cooker

too many uncomfortable experiences 😓 ig i look shady because people there always think i'm up to something

i can't shop at w4lmart anymore and now i'm in a pickle bc the only alternative is a super expensive grocery store, like erewh0n but worse because it's just normal food

i got nervous and forgot my entire health and family history but it went ok somehow lol

omg the dr i saw today actually read my appointment notes, they never do that

one day my gasping tic is going to make me inhale a grape or smth and i'll choke to death