🌸 maedi.

my birth plan was and continues to be

drugs please
????
baby

i was so excited for my first day of school this year and i’ve been asked to work instead and now i can’t stop crying 😭

hard to bedrot when you have an energetic and needy 3yo

i took a sook nap on the couch and woke up to this ?? thank you leena 😭

scrolling back through my january posting and i’m literally living the best life ?? why does one negative thing happen to me personally and i spiral ??

i’m in my feelings today and i don’t like it.

there is so much suffering in the world right now, and being offline has been such a boon to my mental health. i’m trying to stay informed but maintain my little bubble of peace. this truly does not matter in the grand scheme of EA’s moral failings.

those posts 22 days ago are the first time i’ve said anything publically, and now here we are. i didn’t say anything inflammatory. i can’t help but see a coincidence.

i didn’t say anything about our reasons why out of respect of our panel mates, who were all full time sims creators who’s livelihood depends on the franchise. just an absolute kick in the balls, after being in the program since its inception.

the email said *i* requested to be removed, when i haven’t had contact with our EA rep since we peacefully pulled out from the PAX panel. i was quietly kicked from the creator network discord in november and i didn’t say anything then.

i feel like i got dumped.

i got kicked from the creator network this morning.

i need someone to come sit with me while i go through every room of my house and throw everything out

i know 😭 we bought his backpack the other day and he looks like a full child 🥺

ty ty ty x

sometimes i just want some spicy gay shit like all the spicy straight shit is that so much to ask literally i have too many straight smutty books and all the men just blend into one like yeah i get it you can wield shadows and have wings that's like 98% of them

ty ! my sister and i are on the hunt if you have spicy fantasy recs

fuck me up

is it in a fantasy setting

5 books, and now i’m mad i have to wait for more dragon smut. this is why i hate reading unfinished series !!!

i will scream it from the rooftops, the sun is evil

i’m not delusional, i’m definitely starting to show my age !! but i live in regional vic where a lot of women have prematurely aged from the sun, and i spend 98% of my time indoors and actively avoiding sun exposure.

i told a client i had a 3yo yesterday and she short circuited a bit. very quiet, polite lady. when i told her im 34 she yelled “FUCK OFF— omg i’m sorry i didn’t mean to swear !”

still got it 👵🏻

i’ve been off cow milk for years and i just had it in my coffee out of necessity. how the fuck do people drink it ? my mouth is all fuzzy and gross now. it tastes wrong.

4 books. the dragon smut got me good.

i threw mine at GG EZ lol

second trimester today ! got my licence yesterday. theo starts kinder and im back to school in 2 weeks. going to try and speed run my last 9 units and get qualified before this baby comes. i’ve already read 3 books this year. 2026 is going to be big.

thank you everyone 🥹

I PASSED !!! 🚗💨

i devoured the first book in a day and a half ! so far, so good. but if she says “for the win” again i will hurl it through the window

my instructor is half an hour late to pick me up for my pre-test lesson and i am going to fucking vomit