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Holy crap I am officially ✨️30✨️

Life updates:
- Started new job
- Studying for insurance license
- Still drinking too much coffee
- Packing

Maybe I should try to be a little more active on here. Lol. I keep forgetting I even have this app installed. -sigh-

Life updates:
-Unemployed
-Kinda sad
-Chopping journal into tiny bits
-Have been drinking too much coffee.

Airplane.

Like st this point I'm just debating about making an email with a separate provider. A dumb one like AOL. Bc I cannot deal with this and the monopoly that gmail and outlook have on the dang world.

I really need to clean up my emails. My inbox is so cluttered with the amount of websites I use that require an email and then just send you endless shit.

I'm mostly overwhelmed bc I think it's time to job hunt and I don't want anything vital to get lost. And I want it to have my name in it. Ugh.

Honestly though. Same.

I love when the time changes bc I can actually take photos and see my books without the evil big ceiling light when I get off work. Have my face.

Mildly considering joining Booktok for shits. Mildly afraid I'm going to get bullied off of it bc I don't read fantasy, smut (often, okay... listen, I've been there), or anything you might find at Target. Lmao. Wish me luck? I guess?

I hate being autistic.

“still punk as fuck” i whisper as i ice my knee after doing chores all day

I really hope I never turn into a person who can justify calling in somewhere and then berating the person I'm talking to. It really makes everyone look goofy. Unreal. The verbal abuse is not worth it.

Donut hat.

Update: the coffee maker has changed my life and I now wake up on time. It's glorious.

The "Dad?" has me cackling.

I'm not gonna say that this programmable one cup drip coffee maker is gonna change my life, but for the first time in a long time, getting up in time for work seems like an actual possibility. I don't feel a need for rush myself and I'm not feeling overwhelmed even though we're supposed to be busy.

Woman saying there's not going to be cheaper eggs you stupid slut

¯\_(ツ)_/¯

#mood

RFK Jr is saying that "autism is destroying our kids." Autism didn't destroy me, but ableism almost did, and eugenics/the mainstreaming of disinformation certainly threaten to.

Living out my 2009 dreams with this thing. I love it already.

And I finished my legos. Yay! Its so nice and little parts of it are tiny bby birds.

I have spent two days building Legos. I have no regrets.

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I feel like I've been bestowed forbidden knowledge.
A vanilla latte with soy milk is... Is a three bean soup.

I'm really hoping my Walkman gets here today so I can live out my 2009 dreams of having an MP3 player.

Rustic House 🏚️

#penandink #pendrawing #inkdrawing #ruralart #drawing #art #traditionalart #artmoots #artistonbluesky #artcommunity #dailysketchbook

Re-reads of the day bc I feel like I didn't fully absorb the first go around.

On another note: do not forget to indulge in the things that bring you joy. Spend an extra minute at your piano. Finish that drawing. Watch your show. Finish that book. Drink the extra cup of coffee. You still deserve your joy. Joy is an act of resistance. As is art.

What if I told you that you should check in on your friends all the time

You should care, and think about them more often than just when bad things happen in the news

That's part of what being a friend is. And if you need to be reminded to be a friend, well I think that speaks for itself