Valinde

The soulbinder next door has told me he "admires my spirit" while staring me in the eye and I have been unable to unclench since

The neurodivergents are too busy hiding in the woods to say hi. That's me. I'm neurodivergents

Good luck fighting the war out there, have fun storming the castle !

I don't know who the fuck has been editing the wiki to one of my childhood faves but please, never stop.

That is a great lookin' skull
(But more importantly I empathize with you :c)

Your wonky horse skulls rekindle my waning soul, thank you for sharing them :>

I feel like screaming in the void today.

I want out of this wretched flesh

Huh apparently Dragon Appreciation Day is a day that exists. Here I am voicing my appreciation for my winged friends

(Seriously folks you are very much a warm ray of sunshine. Keep on draggin' on you beautiful scalies)

Usually when people say "You are broody" this isn't what they mean
Why yes I feel particularly full of eggs today how could you tell

She's adorable, aww 🥺

T4T ERP wasn't on my bingo card for 2026 but uhh I'll gladly take it

I find it funny that the first piece of artwork I make in...
*checks date*
...four years... ouch, oof, my existential organs, they hurt
Well it can sort of be considered a self-portrait. Might work on it further.
Forgot how taxing it was to just dive in and paint, paint paint the day away

Um. That's a lot of posts and I don't know how to end it. (Hehe, phrasing !)
I'm not sure sharing this will help anyone, but whatever. I mostly felt like putting something out there as, if anything, writing it down now might help me out later.

Okay, bye. Remember to bother your creatures.

Suicidality is not always a result of another crisis. It comes, and goes, yes, but it's also always there. Even in the very best moments of my life, it's trying to grab a little bit of my attention - but it often fails, because dying is not an interesting activity to look forward to.

I feel like killing myself, then. That's it. Almost always. It's not even tragic, or unbearable - I ignore it and go on with my life.

I wanted to get it off my chest, a little. Friends & relatives often seem to miss the point when it comes to understanding what I go through, although they sure try.

- quit while I'm ahead and still being myself ? So long, and thanks for all the shit, as it were ?
I don't know. I don't feel like indulging nor fighting it. It's just there, always. A constant presence that I'd rather do without but cannot banish from the corner of my mind it has made a den out of.

It's not a need resulting from overwhelming pain or distress as is usual (in my case, at least). Have I dipped below the safety net so many times that it has become my standard reaction to any new inconvenience ? Is it "simply" a result of living with long-term depression ? Is it a way to quit -

It's honestly baffling, when I actually make an effort to feel something about it. Right now, I'm doing fine : I'm well-rested, feeling happy about the general state of things, not in a whole lot of pain, and dysphoria seems to be taking a break.

I still want to die, though.

I've been thinking about living with depression, and the constant balancing act I have to do with suicidality. You know, as one does on a lovely thursday afternoon.

Posting more to elaborate. Don't read if you're already feeling like crap, though. You're welcome, the first bit of advice is free.

Knowing about what's inside an egg is yolklore

reborn

Amazing !! Love the clean photography, and most importantly, the tentacle handle. Very cool pattern on the mug too, it's just a very neat piece of work :>

The monsters are most appreciative too :>

Thank you based Lacri, for restoring my smile and optimism this evening

big ol' helping hand to get that hard to reach spot

[ #nsfwart | #teratophilia ]

Aaah, this is what they mean by "playing it by ear", it all makes sense now

Sweet mother of monsters, I love having breasts

That's it
That's the whole thought

revenge for @valhelos.bsky.social

Cerebral
Frotting
Okay then adding that to the ever expanding list of "things I didn't know were neat"

Oh can't wait to get a larger glimpse at this handsome boy, excellent skull features right there

b4 I go back into the commission trenches, did a lil experimenting bc this was in the lineart stage for like a year

bottom is he/him

#teratophilia #nsfwart