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a digital colored sketch of my sona and ivan embracing. they are both quietly crying, with ivan bringing his hand to my sona's cheek to wipe their tears with his thumb and brush their hair. my sona clutches at the sleeve of ivan's hoodie, speaking to ivan. written at the top of the image in semi-cursive is "This Sickness We Share," and at the bottom is a looser bit of writing from either person: "please... don't cry"

(⚠️ OC x canon) colored sketch
#art #badthingsroblox

i'm always writing the craziest lore for things i cant show yet in a server that only one other person can access. i love writing insane things but i'm NOT allowed to talk publicly about them until its all finally done so i'm losing it!!!

a mspaint doodle of my sona rubbing their hands together with a diabolical grin on their face. the caption in the top right corner is is "WHEN THE OCEAN HAS UNEXPLAINABLE HORRORS"

saw iron lung finally

"Getting ready for the day," unfinished work from december
#art #Regretevator

a screenshot of something in the works

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a sketchy digital drawing in greyscale of alaive. he looks a bit downcast, but gives a small smile anyways

sketch alaive because life has been kicking me down the stairs and he brings me comfort
#art #alaive #ffxiv

a version of the "can i be loved genuinely" meme but with alaive. the image is a post online from the "TheWarrior of light" 21 hours ago featuring a photo of alaive giving a forced smile in the new valentine's day event sweater; below the photo is the text "OPENS IN MESSENGER," and "Contact TheWarrior of light" beside a button that says "Send Message"

ok i can finally post this now
#alaive

thinking about alaive finally rummaging through his old things he took for his journey to eorzea and finding the old oversized coat he got as a child from his father that he was supposed to "grow into," but it fits him just the same as the day as his life was turned upside down
#alaive

traditional pencil sketches in a sketchbook of andrew (upper left) and multiple ivans (the rest of the page) from bad things

a second image of a pencil sketch in a sketchbook of ivan in fullbody, walking forwards with his hands in his jacket's pockets as a dark shadow covers the majority of his face

sketchbook things
#badthingsroblox #robloxart

a closeup shot of alaive's 3d model smiling very widely while looking at the camera, but sporting new feline-like whiskers from his cheeks and temples

a second image similar to the previous, but zoomed out further. alaive is now smiling with his mouth closed, and has their hands held above their head to mimick flopping their ears

this is the highest honor i can grant you; from one whiskered they to another, receive my blessing..
#alaive

the first page of blue ballpoint pen doodles, from 9/25/25

the second page of blue ballpoint pen doodles, from 10/9/25

the third page of blue ballpoint pen doodles, from 10/16/25

more 2025 backlog, new things soon
#art #ocs

multiple doodles drawn on the same page of lined paper, but dated with many different days and seperated with lines. each drawing is done in blue ballpoint pen (as mentioned in the caption).

2025 assortment in blue ballpoint pen
#art #ocs

a screenshot from roblox of 4 small drawings of an imp-like jester spirit with a blue flame glowing atop its head and two bat wings at the side of its head. its colorscheme is primarily greyscale: ghostly white skin with black hair accented by the vibrant blue of the flame and a soft turqoise star tail. each drawing is "spraypainted" on a grey stone wall, and near the bottom right stands the 3d avatar for reference

the same 4 drawings as the previous image, but zoomed in closer to the smaller 2 drawings located near the bottom. the 3d avatar is located to the right of the screenshot, slightly off-screen.

a separate "spraypainted" drawing of the same avatar as before, but a singular drawing of the jester holding a blue spraycan on a white background. i accidentally forgot to draw the bat wings here, but those are still present on the avatar's design. to the left of the screenshot, the 3d avatar is standing with its back turned to the camera, standing at the top of a ladder to look at the image.

still going through hell 24/7 but surprise art of my current avatar
#art #ocs

sona variation exploration from september
#art #ocs

a digital greyscale sketch of mafioso, but humanized and with some headcanon design elements. a doodle of my persona is in the top left corner laying on their stomach while swaying their feet in the air and bobbing their head from side to side. they say: "hello Mr Mafioso" alongside a little musical note

mafioso
#art #roblox

apologies for the incoming repost spam; pushing related things to the front so it doesn't look so empty

a bunch of snippets of pencil doodles primarily of alaive on lined paper, with a few pieces cut out and pasted onto a larger sheet.

i wanna post the cooler stuff sooner but required tax of older stuff. assorted & compiled doodles from early 2023?
#art #alaive

a simple doodle of chibi alaive in mspaint. they are enjoying a purple freeze pop while sitting down with a friend who is offscreen. he has an exagerrated long tongue stained purple as he licks out the grape flavored juice out of the popsicle, leaving the less flavored ice to eat afterwards

cropped version of a doodle last night for a friend
#art #alaive

pretty much what it says on the tin. 1st image of a sketchpage of assorted traditional pencil sketches of a human with a heart shaped mask, a beanie, and shoulder length dark hair; dated december 14th, 2021

similar to the previous image. a second image of pencil sketches in a sketchbook from somewhere around 2022

similar to the previous. a third image of pencil sketches in a sketchbook from 2024

assorted heart guys in pencil 2021-2024

#art #ocs

colored doodles of ivan and a bean-ified andrew from bad things, done ingame on a spraypaint game. my current avatar is standing on a ledge in front of the drawing (which is spraypainted on a brick wall)with a ladder to the side.

view my roblox slop
#badthingsroblox #robloxart

held back on posting a long-winded ramble. i've been hiding both my writing and art. things have been difficult. i will no longer be making promises for art, especially for special occasions. thank you, i will be back sometime soon.

a mspaint doodle comic consisting of four simple panels featuring my wol (he/they) during m10 being very normal about a fellow fish-bunny guy (deep blue)

embargo is apparently up but i have nothing so this is a dramatic re-enactment of finally getting a look at that guy
#7.4spoilers #art #alaive #ffxiv #deepblueffxiv

multiple digital doodles on a light grey background. the doodles primarily consist of alaive. alaive has been slightly roblox-ified in a few doodles. in the bottom right corner is a previous drawing i did so i could grab the colors to use on his simplified design.

doodles to prove i'm still able to draw on a tablet without a screen
#art #alaive

mspaint concepts from today, july, & june
#art #ocs

i say this nearly every year but i don't necessarily celebrate so sending cheer and joy to those who do. i won't have a starlight illustration this year, but i will try to get a new year's piece done. other than that, there'll be some catchup on previous art (either not posted or not on bsky)

a few traditional drawings of my persona on one sheet of paper. they are a humanoid character with long bangs and hair that reaches down to their knee in two long strands. they have one pierced fin on each side that comes down from the top of their head from under their large cap. like a catfish, they have four whiskers; two on each side of their face. they wear small glasses which sit below their half-lidded eyes. their signature outfit is a very large ship captain's coat that has a wide collar, exposing their turtleneck underneath. they have a long tail which is longer than their body which is covered in spots similar to a cherry salmon.

a traditional drawing of my persona. on the left, they are resting one hand on their hip with an exasperated expression. on the right, they are wearing a different outfit than their usual and are looking at a seashell in intrigue; the drawing is unfinished.

a traditional doodle of my persona holding hands with colress from pokemon. there are little hearts between them with the caption: "LOVE LOVE."

a repost of an older traditional drawing of my persona from before their most recent redesign in a slightly more realistic style. they lack their whiskers and instead have facial hair, and have human ears where they do not currently.

some recent sketches of my persona for any who haven't seen them before

#art #ocs #zyxfishsona #ocsky

the higher powers that be will curse you with the need to make a new reference for your character but not give you the confidence or energy to make it

a digital outfit board with multiple bits of text surrounding images of gear from ff14. it's focusing primarily on mixing two sets of clothing to make one outfit top for my wol

planning and brainstorming things...

a screenshot of vanilla alaive wrapping his arms around a book, clutching it to his chest, and looking down towards the camera. the camera is shifted to their left side, but you can see that they are wearing a metallic eyepatch on their right (blind) eye, alongside a white respirator

you will be back to your full glory soon... and more powerful than ever
#alaive

not being able to do occult crescent to pass time until everything is back + getting multiple wipes on the first boss of the arcadion tier straight into a ddos + already having to see the evil skinny version of my beautiful alaive... maybe i just don't wanna play today hmm