ftbc (yaoi enjoyer)

just finally finished heated rivalry (the book) and i am so excited but SO NERVOUS to read the long game omg

screenshot of spotify “daylist” title reads “cottage hockey saturday afternoon” over yellow to blue central gradient background image. under, in smaller text reads “try some: cottage, hockey, ice skating, soundtrack, french music and dinner party” over solid dark blue background.

my daylist today is sending me

just makes me love jacob tierney and the actors and everyone involved with the show that much more because they really stepped this shit up from decent but kinda mid to top NOTCH (still excluding ep1 it’s still my least fave)

tbf…. its not like horrendous, i’ve definitely read worse, but like…. it’s also not great and i have DEFINITELY read better. the book in general (so far) is giving fic i’d kinda have to force myself to finish then end up still kudos-ing but giving it three stars on softgoods

thinking about the gay ex mormon guy who said he read hr and was flustered by the smut like girl that’s not even that GOOD u deserve better

i hope the straight women (or just people in general) who read the heated rivalry book(s) know that there is better gay smut out there. i beg them to sign up for an ao3 account PLEASE.

i’ve reached the part of my hyperfixation with a show where i wish i could make pretty edits because i have so many ideas like PLEASE there’s multiple raleigh ritchie songs that scream ilya rozanov

SHOUT. OUT. to the person who put one of her songs (confidential, great song, go listen to it) on their hollanov playlist i got so excited and proud
on her behalf i legit cried

yall don’t understand it’s not a want it’s a NEED i NEED an xana song on s2 of heated rivalry. they’re both canadian and gay. i knows she a fan of the show. JACOB TIERNEY PLEASEEEEEE

shane hollander gay as hell if i had rose landry walking up to my bedroom in only her underwear one of us would leave pregnant idc if we can’t biologically do that

okay alright i finally finished the gay hockey show….. it is unfortunately very good and i will be thinking about it alone for the next three weeks

also yeah whoops i’m finally watching heated rivalry all the way through i fear i might be becoming obsessed

oh my god i have to know if the loopdy loop tapestry thing on the wall of kip’s smoothie place was specifically a reference to the gamechanger (dropout show) set and there for a reference to the book title AM I COOKING OR JUST CRAZY

also i guess follow up question: do i need to read the books before it in the series or can i read heated rivalry alone??? if i like the authors writing maybe i’ll read the whole series but i dont want to burnout on my prior stuff before i even get to the hr book if i dont need to

yall should i read heated rivalry before or after i watch the show???

my besties got me the buffy the vampire slayer tarot deck for christmas (<333) so now i have two decks (other being my spn deck) with felicia day in them which isn’t a lot but blah blah blah

merry christmas vampire enjoyers and happy holidays 🕊️ have a tender little collab between me and the super talented op-la

#iwtv

i feel like it probably goes without saying but i have not read the book(s) though i am interested in giving them a shot (pun not intended) but im also scared it will also just give fanfic and in which case id rather just read an actual good fanfic

still gonna continue to watch tho

watched the first episode of the gay hockey show heated rivalry and here’s my official review so far: it’s giving a three and half star rw&rb fanfic set to heartstopper music. not necessarily a bad thing, but i have been here done this and it’s not even giving proper slow burn.

chat i finally finished it today….. my official review: i wanted more loustat at the end but mojo did a lot of the heavy lifting. if i never have to read the phrase “most impressive piece of young male flesh” again it will be too soon.

and if i say i just cried at a very specific scene in chpt 18…..

Thinking about how hard Louis would go on ita bags, and then accidentally birthed a cursed object #iwtv

no me for REALLLLL I CANT WAITTTT

i decided ‘would you still love me?’ by fletcher is a lestat song and made myself cry on the drive home

it’s really a shame i don’t want me face on this account because i actually turned out pretty proud of my costume and i now know what the lestat de lioncourt possession feels like that shit was POWERFUL

“well, none of that trash works on me” he lied, like a liar.

a passage of text, one line highlighted reading “he wears woe as others wear velvet; sorrow flatters him like the light of candles; tears become him like jewels.

omg this is like a celebrity sighting to me. i think about this quote at least four times a day.

reading lestat wax poetic about how beautiful louis is and i just giggled out loud. i need to be put in yaoi time out.