HouseOfBalak

one bloody bottle for rm75. and his excuse was he wasn't thinking straight. personally aku hangin dengar tu sebab I am sick, but I still have to make myself work normally and make proper judgement

laki aku kat kuala krai, ada kerja. he's feeling sick. he went to pharmacy and somehow bought 90 tabs of vit c + zinc yang mahal nak mampus. vit c is just expensive pee la woi

I have some other thoughts and gripes but too tired to type

have to be honest. today is my 0 energy day. barely made it this morning, setting up the kids to school. balik terus sambung tidur. tengah hari picked them up, then made lunch.
zero energy but life is moving.

why is this woman texting me telling me her son's exam results

when I think about my AhBoi, I still cry

braving the week with just rm10 in pocket is BRAVE

internet anonymity is not so important nowadays, I guess

maybe I'm too old but today is the first time I see someone in IT blatantly display his work email address on his personal media.
back then you couldn't even match the working dude persona with his private dude persona.

so tired

I love cooking manga

I want cold cola dammit

My weakness is that I stress eat

or maybe the side effects of Tamoxifen are in place now, that's why I am unexplainably sad

no reason actually kenapa sedih. ada sebenarnya kot but there are so many reasons, cannot pinpoint

I'm tired, and I just feel like crying tonight.

geram gila. ternaik suara marah dia tadi

ugh men

I needed a fresh set of baju so I texted the husband,"tolong bawak baju."
DIA BAWAK BAJU SAJA.

今天，我 真的很累。

很累

aku penat, ya Allah

anak warded. tadi buat xray, doc kata ada infection kat lungs. tembak jelah aku

back at the ER but this time bukan aku, anak aku pulak

now just woke up from a very, very long nap. what a way to start new year huh

did some xray and blood test... apparently ada UTI juga

0600 today aku masuk ER. Stayed until 1100. sakit perut,temp naik

TAPI MALAS. NAK BUAT BODOH

I could be husnuzon dan fikir it's more to being ignorant about cancer...sebab last time I met them I had to explain why chemo and what is chemo

aku fedap doh. dahlah ni temp naik balik