its my party

i had more footing years ago but i spun my wheels for too long and i just dont have the drive anymore to keep up. the problem is im way, way too tired to draw anything at all rn. i get home at 6pm and pass out cold at 9:30pm.

if art were viable these days you know my ass would be gone but honestly i dont think art works anymore for me. that window is so narrow

its the kind of insanity i cannot explain to you just know i am very tired

so my boss is an insane person but i need the money so like

the 450 was worth is because they handle a bunch of shit for me in the year and it makes my plate easier to know someone else knows whats going on relative to previous years but it is certainly not worth it anymore

also hello from the great beyond (busy irl schedule)

theres something slippery about the brush engine that makes me crazy

do procreate brushes feel disgusting to anyone else or is it just me

i took all of these commissions like 5 days before i got a job i didnt know i was getting, the timing couldnt have been more stupid

stresseddddd by my commission queue im trying to get it done so i can know peace but i also have so little time these daysssaaaaaa

i have fursuit fever i need an occasion to be a dog

afab problem working in a male dominated field: getting asked if im going to have kids at least twice a week. its a random unprompted and a lot of the guys have asked more than once. please yall

yesss this is a great character design

this shit writes itself

i think he would want us all to mourn him as much as he mourned any school shooting victims

do you think him arguing about gun violence seconds before being shot with a "prove me wrong" banner above his head is too heavy handed

gotta love kirk being one of those "unfortunate gun deaths" he insisted we needed to protect gun rights. love the commitment

most annoying part about full time is that i cant receive mail at my house but the post office closes before i get off and they dont provide locker pickups because theyre too limited. how does a brother get mail

me, reading character notes from 5 years ago “apparently dex’s last name is jones”

im already commuting 35-45 mins one way so im likeeee guysss. im tired

i think fulltime is going to kick my ability to do much art at all in the teeth

they want me fulltime as of like now and i really dont want to be full time

i guess ill wear a hat every day for 2 more months while this grows out

tfw your hair has been bad for 2 months and then you finally get it cut and then its worse

yeah i know people who've had that happen, it fuckin sucks

my smell and taste better come back or im gonna be pissed

it seems the "mild" sickness that my work had is not so mild in me, human who has worked from home for 5 years and is barely around other people. got that dying on the couch fever delirium

doing my duty

i havent been sick since early 2022 my ass is being kicked

important and also have received my first work place cold im dying boys