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actually so true

Finally, more gay robots

but the other part(s) of what I wanted to do was integrate this platform as another outlet for me, so I had a feeling of not following through as well to compound everything else. Otherwise I see no drawbacks in this approach, I just need to be more consistent in things.

I might find myself doing a whole bunch of these I have a tendency to type a lot or I have a lot to say, and I shouldn't judge myself for it too hard or I'll make it harder for myself moving forward. I've been in the process of tempering myself (a little bit because i'm still literally me)

An actual conviction or projection of confidence in who you are or what you're doing is incredibly important though, as is figuring out how to strike a healthier balance between deriving validity from yourself and the external world. I don't have it all figured out but I'm on that road,....

I've been feeling more comfortable with the idea of just putting myself out there and I don't really care. that's just something it's been less difficult for me to ease into. Like I want to just do this or that and it's practice for other stuff I really want to do too.

I think part of what happened is I wanted to share/document my music here but I never got to figuring out the best way to do that, it isn't like I do image-based art. Also I have a terrible habit of not really finishing things so that discouraged me cause so much of what I do are just sketches.

Okay so apparently I haven't been on here in two months and I feel bad about it because this place is so cool, and don't get me wrong, I've checked in actually but it's so FOMO I hate that kind of thing! I shouldn't care that way, but I think I've been doing better with that kind of thing actually.

SO REAL

I'm so tired of literally anybody outside of the two parties not having a chance at all
And within that parameter, most of even those candidates sharing the same fate. Fuck the two party system i hate it lmao
nothing will change without fragmentation and more diversity

idk if you look like nine inch nails but you look pretty cool tho i'm ngl

this is incredible

There's really something to it, it's so comfy- part of it may be the new start too. I hope it isn't lost through the inevitable passage of time, but I feel comfortable with the people behind this place, and that will speak volumes over the long term- decision, moderation-wise and everything else.

Aw thank you!

So instead, there is something else I should address. I've kept my silence for long enough, so I'm just gonna say it: the Bluesky app icon is beautiful. I just downloaded the app recently, and it's so pretty.

The prospect of introducing myself or making an introductory post truly terrifies me, I fear it would collapse under the perceived weight of my own inadequacy and omission. And I'm shy! It's so silly, but I'll just ease myself into it, and establish a foundation upon which I can just express myself.