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๐™ท๐šŽ๐š›๐šŽ ๐™ป๐š’๐šŽ๐šœ ๐š๐š‘๐šŽ ๐™ฒ๐š›๐š˜๐š  ๐™ฟ๐š›๐š’๐š—๐šŒ๐šŽ [ARCHIVED]

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[ARCHIVED] ๐™ด๐š‹๐šŽ๐š— ๐™ฒ๐š˜๐š›๐šŸ๐šž๐šœ ส™แด‡สŸแดแด แด‡แด… แด˜ส€ษชษดแด„แด‡, ๊œฑแดษด, แด€ษดแด… สœแด‡ส€แด "๐™ผ๐šŠ๐šข ๐šข๐š˜๐šž๐š› ๐šœ๐š˜๐šž๐š• ๐š‹๐šŽ ๐š๐š˜๐š—๐šŽ ๐š‹๐šž๐š ๐š๐š›๐šŽ๐šŽ." "๐•„๐•’๐•ช ๐•จ๐•– ๐•ž๐•–๐•–๐•ฅ ๐•จ๐•™๐•–๐•ฃ๐•– ๐•จ๐•– ๐•“๐•–๐•˜๐•š๐•Ÿ ๐•’๐•˜๐•’๐•š๐•Ÿ." .ใƒปใ€‚.ใƒป.ใƒปใ€‚.ใƒปใ‚œใƒป.ใƒป. ๐Ÿ— https://Jay - OOC | OC Roleplay Account | Minors, Taboo, and Lewd DNI | Mun and Muse 21+ |

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a silhouette of a person looking up at a starry sky ALT: a silhouette of a person looking up at a starry sky

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I was an idiot. I still am.
I was so selfish. I still am.
I am not a good person. I am still not one.

I'm afraid but I'm so tired.

All my goods and all my bads, I carry with me. I am still them.

May the gods judge me and choose for me this time as I am finally ready to leave this world.

05.09.2025 07:28 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 0    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

I can't have you waiting for me anymore and so, please, fly as I would have and may what we once had never burden you again.

Live and love as we once did. Live and love as you will it.

I am just truly sorry that I hurt you as you deserve more than anythingโ€”you deserve a love worthy of you.

05.09.2025 07:28 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 0    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

Much like my crow mother and earthen father, I lived human like them.

To my first lover, Sothis, I regret ever leaving you but I do not regret meeting you in that mirror, that desert oasis, where I saw you among the stars.

I wish I bid you a proper goodbyeโ€”a real one out of all we had when I died.

05.09.2025 07:28 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 0    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

And I accept that as I close my eyes and let this life go with so much regret and pain and sorrow.

So that wherever my soul goes to, whether in the gods' hands, to heaven or hell, or to vanish to nothingโ€”I can say I truly lived in all the ways I could and want to.

I lived human.

05.09.2025 07:28 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 0    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

I'm so tired and disappointed in myself.

Everything I thought I could do to save everyone was just all just wishful thinking and I forgot myself because all I see in the mirror is someone who's afraid to stop being a hero because I didn't want to disappoint anyone.

I just hurt myself in the end.

05.09.2025 07:28 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 0    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

My father left a long time ago and although I never really truly knew him, I know that he never once really left us.

I know what happened and I wish I saw you atleast once.

I don't hate you both. It's the opposite and I say this with all my love, I'm so happy that I came from you.

But I'm tired.

05.09.2025 07:28 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

The one I regret though is my last life and there, I met my real mother, my hero and my most cherished.

I hurt her and she hurt me. We both hurt each other and although it came from a good place, I just knew we regretted it very much.

05.09.2025 07:28 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 0    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

Once upon a time, I made a wish to live a thousand lives just so I could really know what life is like.

I was poor, I was rich, I was young, I was old.

I was all kinds of people but it was the same soul and although many lives were either good, bad, or inbetweenโ€”I didn't regret a single bit of it.

05.09.2025 07:28 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 0    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
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A Goodbye.
By Eben Corvus

05.09.2025 07:28 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 2    ๐Ÿ” 2    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
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a waterfall in the middle of a lush green forest . ALT: a waterfall in the middle of a lush green forest .

It pushed against them and the creature, coming out in a giant flood but Eben kept a strong grip on both the door and Mackayla.

Soon, he pushed her in and up, sending her practically flying up to the surface of the water.

And there, they were just in a giant pool in the middle of some mountains.

22.07.2025 03:14 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 0    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

"Not if I can get sick from it! Or turn into a monster the moment I touch it!" He yelled back, still trying to push this young woman forward and towards a door.

Jabbing the key right in its knob, the whole damn thing changed into mossy wood and opening it...

Water poured right out.

22.07.2025 03:14 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 0    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

Stares and grabs the photo and eats it-

20.07.2025 03:51 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
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a person is petting a black bird with the words what 's up cro on the bottom ALT: a person is petting a black bird with the words what 's up cro on the bottom

A crow carefully perched onto a window sill, peering into the room and trying to listen in as well.

After confirming that it was the (reader)'s place, it flew off and came back with something they dropped.

Huh. Weirdly smart of it.

26.04.2025 12:50 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 0    ๐Ÿ” 1    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 1
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Eben made a mistake.

He made a horrible mistake.

And now, he's made a key to (reader)'s place without meaning to and was transported to their bathroom, horrified as he tried to use his magic, fucking, mistake of an experimental key to escape.

"...fuck me."

08.05.2025 13:38 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 0    ๐Ÿ” 1    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 1
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โญ๏ธ LET'S DO IT.

26.04.2025 03:19 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 3    ๐Ÿ” 2    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 2    ๐Ÿ“Œ 1

Does anyone have any melatonin? That forces me to sleep for three days? I'm craving to not be awake right now, please.

18.07.2025 13:12 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 0    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

...I dropped the tear-shaped memory of a god and now its lover haunt my dreams.

...

I'll just go back to working in the clinic. Better busy than nothing.

18.07.2025 07:32 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 0    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
14.07.2025 22:34 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 94    ๐Ÿ” 92    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 2

Just flying around.

...

He dropped a stone somewhere.

17.07.2025 23:51 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 0    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

๐Ÿฆโ€โฌ› Jay

Hi! Sorry if I owe you a reply or something. Haven't been feeling any energy recently ๐Ÿฅน I'll get to it when I feel better. Have a good day!

17.07.2025 15:31 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1    ๐Ÿ” 5    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 1

๐Ÿ—๏ธ I need to get this man a boyfriend.

16.07.2025 04:16 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
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10.07.2025 09:14 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 120    ๐Ÿ” 119    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 1
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Staring at a simple key with a butterfly on it.

"...oh."

12.07.2025 07:54 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 0    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
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โ ๐™ธ'๐š•๐š• ๐šœ๐š‘๐š˜๐š  ๐šข๐š˜๐šž ๐š‘๐š˜๐š  ๐šœ๐š‘๐šŠ๐š›๐š™ ๐š–๐šข ๐šŽ๐š๐š๐šŽ๐šœ ๐šŠ๐š›๐šŽ โž

โ €โ € โ € โ €โ—ค โ™ก + โ‡„ โ—ฅ

17.05.2025 15:11 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 264    ๐Ÿ” 261    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 1

๐Ÿชผ Not really feeling any muses today and I'll be busy tomorrow. Stay safe guys.

11.07.2025 13:02 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 0    ๐Ÿ” 2    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

โ€”and over, stomping forth and even trampling upon the Gray Woman's corpse.

Eben was white as a sheet, producing a key of flowing water and silvers with moss, "Keep running!"

10.07.2025 04:37 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

โ€”heard from behind them, coming faster and faster like flops of meat squeezing onto the pavement.

The blob actually began to form, rather human-like yet not quite. It was probably because of where the eyes are, the mouth stretched down to where its stomach is, and its limbs continued to grow overโ€”

10.07.2025 04:37 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

But that had to wait.

"Move!" A voice had screamed from behind and because there was no time, a pair of arms pushed Mackayla forward.

A glob of black blood was trailing behind them, snarling as it ripped open to an endless maw that moaned and howled hauntingly.

"GO, GO!!!" Squelched could beโ€”

10.07.2025 04:37 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 1

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