Mav 🍉 🏳️‍🌈 || semi-hiatus

The dream ended with him being dressed in prison clothes and being escorted. I asked the guard where he will be taken, he named the place, I ran and the guy ask "omg you came?" And the last bit of the dream we fell on the ground laughing about eachother funny way of laughing. Plx let this come true🥴

Fun fact 9: I always dream very vividly and usually they are either a moral lesson or a future moment I'll experience. According to the dream I just had I will be dating a sweet guy who protected his friend and got arrested for it and put in a mental institute.

I appreciate every single one of you 💜💜

I still can't get over the fact I made Christopher Wolstenholme grin after his harmonica solo in the Simulation Theory concert in Ziggo Dome around 2019 when I screamed "CHRIS! I LOVE YOU!" during a moment of dead silence. It is one of my core memories and I giggle like a kid when I think about it 🙈

Fun fact 8:

I buy pokémon cards on Vinted for pure nostalgia reasons because I lost my entire collection that I started even before 2000.

That being said, I did it with images because the story became too long to be a proper thread. I'll try my best to make a thread soon (4/4)

#chronicillness #spoonie #flareup

Flare up guide (3/4)

#chronicillness #spoonie #flareup

Flare up guide (2/4)

#chronicillness #spoonie #flareup

Here's a guide for your loved ones to help you battle flare ups. Of course, this one is from my own experience and you might have to curate it to fit your needs.

#chronicillness #spoonie #flareup

(1/4)

After being bed ridden for months and slowly regaining feeling in my legs again (partial paralysis got me effed up for a while) I was able to get 650 steps on my counter today. I used to get at least ten fold of that, so to be proud feels counter intuitive but I know where I came from so yay me!

That making art doesn't require skill nor practice. I have had with drawing as well as crocheting that I had to set hard boundaries in regards to people giving compliments/appreciation that felt like kicks in the gut for me.

Especially when talking about pricing it's a shit show though.

I understand your feeling. For me, DeviantArt felt like it changed too much, but besides layout and premium prices it's my morals that have changed the most since my first entry there. It's kinda weird looking back, how a website can feel like home and all of a sudden one just avoids it for eternity

Open for a long while, probs, because the pain is b×tching as always. Now also available as a reward for any other purchase like an adopt or commission as long as payment is done via ko-fi for the matter of proof of the reward as well as easy communication.🌹

Anxiety, depression, bpd, and osdd kicked my ass this week. I am definitely going on another semi-hiatus. Ping/DM me on TH or discord pls. I check'em daily 🌹

Ur too good for this world! Make sure to rest well during and after AF, m'kay? 🌹

Calling all Pokemon trainers! ⭐

Name your 5 favorite pokemon of all time:

⭐ Azumarill aka OP easter egg bnuuy
⭐ Shiny Diglett. That nose aaa
⭐ Gastly + evos, mega, dynamax (I count that as one, sorry not sorry)
⭐ Special shoutout to shiny Mega Gengar tho
⭐ Dragonite because chonk stronk dragonk

The only reasonable answer. Thank you. 🙂‍↕️

Such a call out lmao

Honestly

My gender: You know that one drawer in the kitchen that holds every item you think you may need except it has nothing you touch anytime soon? Yeahhhhh that.
My sexuality: A very fruity salad of everything and nothing

I guess it really is true what they say. You can't heal when you stay in the environment that made you sick to begin with.

The only thing I hope is that my legs will function properly again soon, so I can make my own food.

I've been bed ridden since monday and take 17 painkillers a day but for some reason my mental health is only declining minimally. I did cry one or two times but usually I am in a "waving a white flag" kind of mindset because inploding physically overwhelms me too much.

As a chronicly ill person I knew moving to a new place would be challenging. However, I never expected to be in such a safe environment that my body felt it could finally properly shut down for an undetermined amount of time.

Adding to this that pictures of yourself are very much welcome too, if you want to donate and get yourself sketched if you don't own 2D character designs. Fanart requests are also welcome.

[disclaimer] Crohnprince is an older username of mine

Once you donated, please send me the following form in DMs:

- Ko-fi name: (so I know it's you and what you paid)
- Character reference(s): (urls or images, 1 character per €1)
- Personality: (brief summary of what they are like)
- Pose: (either a written description or an image)

RULES
- revision is only possible once for details due to needing to preserve my energy
- I need drawn refs. I can't work with written description only
- Max characters I draw per person is 3 due to lack of energy and ongoing bursts of pain but donating more, while not obligated, is very appreciated

I'm bed ridden and have some open bills for pain medicine. For every €1 donation on ko-fi I'll draw your character as a chibi in my traditional sketchbook.

ko-fi.com/amaverickssoul

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From left to right the flags I added are
transgender pride flag
general pride flag
disability pride flag
osddid/system pride flag

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