madeline

nope actually it was not a late night bass night: her fingers began to be painful after only 12 minutes of musical activity

Madeline’s five string schechter bass on the couch looking hawt

glorious friend 🌈✨

Madeline’s orange aml and pedal board with chaotically organized pedals

late night bass night

ah yes a pre bedtime nap

but I mean seriously though participating in a real life spiritual community of people who care about climate and social justice has got to be a contributing factor as well

I meannn…let’s not exclude possibilities here

was gonna reflect on how much more happy I am lately and why I think that is

it’s the mood stabilizer

that’s why that is

🙃

me but it’s a pile of books, learning 2 and a half languages, and maybe C (apparently) 🫠

Madeline with stuffed animals in bed

just relaxifying with my stuffies

so I read “Judaism out of love” as being about loving Judaism and wanting to convert due to love of God and such and got confused there for a minute wondering why that wouldn’t be considered a good reason for conversion

well the good news is at least a corpse doesn’t feel imposter syndrome about being dead

aaaahhh the lovers have been reunited!!! 😭😭

my 11 year old came all the way upstairs just so she could surprise me by touching my arm with her ice cold hand

I love this person

it’s after work so I could do something nice but instead I’m lying in bed exhausted from my stupid workout I just did

hashtag yup

so this is later but I still like this 💕

me: *whistling happily*

my son: that’s hurting my ears!!

my brain tied itself in so many knots trying to unpack that sentence and I’m still not sure I did so…

the realization that gay people deserve love too… (ok cutting myself off from commenting on this now lol)

oh also my actual understanding of my sexual orientation

social media got me my career change, my job and also my non-conservative politics and religious leanings and also my friends that I actually like…

mood

hehe….yeahhhhh might not be the best fit in that case 🫠💕

as long as you’re not at risk for alcoholism I’d say now?

I hate drugs

why am I sooooooo drowsy is it the new med AGAIN??

well oops I fell back asleep after my alarm and reading a few pages of the Tanya part 2

omg so meaningful

don’t accept any less attention from your partner than the amount which a rich white guy lavishes on AI