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Dio: Oh? You're a chime?
Jotaro, with a chime on his face: ting

Dio: Oh? You're a chime? Jotaro, with a chime on his face: ting

02.11.2025 19:37 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 189    ๐Ÿ” 89    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

YOURE SO RIGHT YOURE SO RIGHT ALL THE TIME.

03.11.2025 06:06 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 2    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

something something master putting their head to their servants chest and hearing a heartbeat and knowing that despite everything their physical form is made of Flesh and Organs and Bone and Skin and Sinew and Epithelium even if its simulated or temporary theres a Killing Point underneath their ribs

03.11.2025 05:36 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 12    ๐Ÿ” 2    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

bedi ilu bedi....

02.11.2025 20:04 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 2    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
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i feel. like i forgot how to draw a lil but its OKAY. bc im going to eat his appendix

02.11.2025 00:57 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 37    ๐Ÿ” 22    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 3    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

LIKE. i DO think all of my headcannoning bullshit isn't too wild or out of character bc i do try to stick to the themes and motifs but also what if I am the crazy one. no. it is everyone else for not understanding (slash silly)

02.11.2025 09:54 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 2    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

i do feel a little extra crazy being like oh yeah bedi does (thing) which is more impactful because in his backstory (thing that's only vaguely implied if you squint really hard) and (thing i made up) because he rly doesnt have a lot going on in fgo or even the original texts fjdskl

02.11.2025 09:53 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 3    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

would yall love me if i added another bedi-related writing thing to work on . for my health. in between working on comms n such obvi

02.11.2025 09:41 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 4    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 2    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

u can see his lil crows feet in this one <3 yay yay yay i like him sm... i think the like vague opalescence in his hair rendering came out rly cute too... normally i render his hair more plain bc it suits the just some guy motif but actually this is cuter i think ill keep doin itl ike this fjdlsk

02.11.2025 00:59 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 3    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
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i feel. like i forgot how to draw a lil but its OKAY. bc im going to eat his appendix

02.11.2025 00:57 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 37    ๐Ÿ” 22    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 3    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
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1 little part of agravains design i rly like is his big ass armored platform boots. i didnt know they had demonias in camelot damn

01.11.2025 20:28 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 2    ๐Ÿ” 1    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 1
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ใ‚ทใƒฃใƒซใƒซใƒžใƒผใƒ‹ใƒฅ
#FGO

01.11.2025 15:35 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 238    ๐Ÿ” 53    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 3    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

bedivere....

01.11.2025 08:32 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 3    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

inherit subservience of a knight to a king to really get my gears goin

01.11.2025 04:20 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 2    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

it needs to be More than just romance tho . to be clear. none of that weaksauce "oh he spent 1500 years looking for her bc he loved her :)" no he would have done that regardless of romance bc that's just his DUTY as the king's knight. it needs to be a messy tangle of platonic romantic and the-

01.11.2025 04:20 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 2    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

im not a bedi/artoria shipper except when i am <3 it just needs to be Weird and Complicated and then im all over it

01.11.2025 04:17 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 2    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

like i UNDERSTAND why, it's because his story is in the hit visual novel fate stay night and there's nothing more else they could do with him outside of dissecting the Concept of him via singularity 6 and lb6 but also i miss him <3 i think he should dick around more as a treat

01.11.2025 04:07 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

i do think i'll go with artoria in eden and do bedi v bedialter showdown somewhere else bc the parallels to camelot singularity ARE very spicy and also its kinda wild that Just Saber Artoria hasn't been in any main story chapters fkljdsfkl

01.11.2025 04:07 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

god damn it post cancelled i just remade camelot singularity but in reverse .

01.11.2025 02:15 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

maybe bedi's incompatible at the start of the singularity but as the singularity starts to fall apart the incompatibility breaks or smth? idk im just Heavily thinking abt artoria spotting alter and her heart just DROPS bc of COURSE she'd recognize him but he doesn't seem to recognize her back...

01.11.2025 02:14 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

tapping my chin. i kinda built up eden singularity in my brain as having a bedi v bedialter showdown however. i think it would be VERY spicy if artoria was there but i dont wanna make it too kort heavy...

01.11.2025 02:12 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
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i haven't felt like drawing a lot lately but i have pondered the dog + dark young kei. my ouppy

#art #fgooc

31.10.2025 19:39 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 13    ๐Ÿ” 8    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

do u see my vision. i need to like attack him a little

31.10.2025 21:40 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 3    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

heres thet hing. i need him like mildly disheveled after a fight but he's still like a little jittery even tho he's calming down a bit n still has a little bit of a look in his eyes <3

31.10.2025 21:36 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 3    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

grail fronts are great for bediposting bc i like thinking about his ultraviolence โ™ฅ guy who does care abt having a fair fight but in juuuust the right kind of fight he turns into a BEAST it's hot <3

31.10.2025 21:36 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 4    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

SABER NODE ON THE SECOND ONE. GO MY BEDIVERE!!!!!!!

31.10.2025 21:26 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

locking in on the grail front stuff bc i am . so so behind fkjlds

31.10.2025 21:19 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

i think i should never have to show my id or put in my social security number when dealing with making new accounts for shit. i think they should trust me. im literally nice

31.10.2025 20:48 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 2    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

its fine. its fine its fine we're fine sorry to anyone who saw all that fkdls its out of my system i'm good now kfjldsf back to bediposting or smth

31.10.2025 19:16 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 2    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

on the one tiny singular upside. apparently i had an amazon gift card i forgot abt so i could get a replacement tablet chord with it

31.10.2025 19:06 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 2    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

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