Sophie Smiles~ Incest Queen

I’m gonna try and get some sleep. Thank you friends. You’re worth fighting for.

My friend recently got me into the Dungeon Crawler Carl books (5 in now?) and there’s a mantra Carl has, that I feel I finally get.

You will not fucking break me, Kier. But I will break you.

As far as I’m concerned if I don’t *publish* more to AO3, then what I posted went up when it was legal. It’s not on a UK server, and if I have to I’ll orphan the works. Nazis can’t be allowed to burn books, even if they’re silly smut fantasies. I’ll keep writing, it just won’t be incest for now 💕

Fwiw you haven't come across as mean. Honestly the word I would pick is defiant, you raise super important issues and you communicate them really well. We're lucky to have you. Hope you're doing better now.

wait did the UK outlaw the Bible or did they make an exception?

This new non-incest fic is going to be fun. I'm gonna pour my heart and soul and all the other bodily fluids people come to my writing for into it and make this the start of something cool.

No you know what, I am gonna make one more post: Thank you. Seriously, all the people liking these posts feels like the hugs I badly needed tonight. I love you. All of you. I look forward to raising a glass with you on the other side of this.

Sorry again for the post spam. Been a weird night.

I will be doing one more update on the old AO3. When I can, I want to reply to the 31 comments in my inbox. If Kier wants to throw me in solitary confinement for saying thank you to the people who gave me a home while he shat on disabled and queer people and protected pedophiles, he can fucking try.

A screenshot of the AO3 summary for my fic 'Ditto'd'. There is a red box highlighting the new change, which is in bold and reads: "Due to changes in legislation in my home country, this fic is on indefinite hiatus until I know whether updating it could land me in prison. Please note no updates have been posted since that time." A second line, also in bold and underlined, reads: "Also fuck Kier Starmer. Vote to get Labour out of power."

Well, that hurt like hell to do.

Each of my iyi_sophie fics now has this disclaimer at the top so that everyone is aware of the hiatus. Honestly I've tried to kill myself in the past and it hurt less than this did.

Save the Date: March 7th should be the day my new AO3 goes live. Gonna start work on a meet-cute uni campus steamy fic with a trans goth enby protagonist with a heart of gold. We're gonna make the best of this <3

It sucks, and I hate it, but consider all my current fics on indefinite hiatus until further notice.

I'm going to pivot into wholesome yuri smut with the exact same vibes, and I'm not going anywhere. Not giving into the P(edo)M's authoritarianism, not going down without a fight.

Sorry about this.

OK, I took a little time to collect myself. Got a plan.

For the foreseeable future, until I know exactly how this new amended legislation affects me, I am not going to post to iyi_sophie on AO3. I'm not publishing anything new with incest in it. Applying for a second AO3 account for non incest fics

Thank you, sorry for flooding the timeline like this

Keep going to the kitchen to get food but just looking at it makes me feel sick right now…

I hate I’m making this about me when there’s a fuck ton more people affected, some much more vulnerable than I am. But I’m scared. I don’t know what to do…

I need to stop doomscrolling but like, I’m still trying to figure out what the fuck I do now. Like does AO3 count? Do I need to orphan my fics, or will I have to actually delete them, or just not upload anymore? There’s no guidance on any of this shit.

I don’t want to go to prison for writing fic.

in the uk if you call someone mommy during sex they throw you in prison for 60 years

The UK banning of “simulated incest” is especially dumb because of how they don’t acknowledge how, when alcohol was abolished in the states, it didn’t decrease drinking, it just made it more dangerous. By banning it you’re making people have to look harder for what they want. It’s really stupid.

It's always the most puritanical ones I swear to fucking Christ!!!

I guess make the most of it while I can still post it

I need to go lie down…

Screenshot of my new profile banner, a low effort shitpost that reads in pink (all caps): “Fuck Kier Starmer,” with regular text underneath calling him a “Pedo Protecting Piece of Shit.” At the top is some blue text reading (all caps): “UK Government Complaint Banner,” with a burning Union Jack next to it.

There, is that realistic enough for you Starmer?

Cunt

To be safe for now I’m just going to nuke my Ko-Fi and pull my Bsky banner. Feels shit to do but no sense putting a bigger target on my head.

Apparently my version of calming down was to go read the listed amendments, and it’s crazy how vague it all is. I can’t even tell if I need to orphan all my fics now or not.

Also there’s no new protections for victims of CSA. I presume because several Labour MPs need to keep their victims quiet.

I’ll show him “Things can only get wetter”

*fic

How is that the first typo in my rage rant tonight lmao

But if I can make a C/SA survivor or a trans person or just a person in need of a break smile by giving them a new fix or chapter that lets them explore taboo topics in a safe and supportive way imma damn well write till my fingers bleed. Then I’ll outlive Kier and piss on his tombstone.

No question there. But giving myself a PoTS flare up from rage isn’t going to dismantle the systemically racist and misogynistic UK government, or stop them buying into 48+ years of Reaganite “protect children” brain rot.

I think I’m a touch angry today. I’m going to try and write some smut and calm the fuck down…

Sorry… It’s just a lot. It’s amazing how powerless it feels to have your one little comfort branded as prison-worthy. If they ban it then I’m not risking prison, but you bet your ass I’m blasting on the rape whistle into ears when your pithy Labour canvassers come knocking about