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Fun fact:
Did you know it is in fact NOT normal to recall memories as a third person “watching”? *laughs awkwardly* #thanksit’sthetrauma #dissociation #derealization #depersonalisation #traumaresponse #therapy

Reasons I'm suffering pie chart the whole pie chart is blue blue means I'm awake

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Most people say exactly what you've said I don't remember the trauma It couldn't have been real other people have had it worse I'm probably just making it up but that's exactly how DID works You're not supposed to remember that was the whole point of splitting. The system was created you're protect you from knowing. And you've described parts, co-fronting, amnesia switching, passive influence, internal conversations, trauma roles, internal families, protectors, caretakers, littles, executive control and handing off.... That's not manipulative daydreaming. Does not imagination. that's DID system behavior and I say that with guarded clarity and I think it's not something you made up but something your brain built to save your life

#didsky #did #dissociativeidentitydisorder #psychology #traumainformed

But at least you are hydrated. 🍉

I feel #depressed. But I guess at least I don't feel overwhelming #anxiety, right? I want to know what #PEACE feels like. I want to feel it in my #soul instead of this rotting, molding, #emptiness. #mentalhealth #mentallyill #depression #isolation #exhaustion #fear #chronicallyill #chronicpain

I wish our #cats weren't little assholes and would cuddle with me. But no, not going to happen. I miss Gideon. He was such a great little #dog. I miss him coming into my room and just lying on my legs so I can't move. I miss having a connection with someone/thing other than my fucked up head.

I am so #disappointed in myself. I had to break down and take my #Lorazepam because nothing I was doing was making my #anxiety go away. None of the tools I have were working. Not #breathing, not #meditation, nothing. And now, not only do I not feel any anxiety, but I don't feel anything.

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This gave me goosebumps. ❤️

So day 3 of #prednisone to help break this #migraine. No relief. My #anxiety is through the roof with the shitshow that is now the US. #Depression so bad I just want to #dissociate and #sleep until this is all over and if I happen to not wake up..the SI is strong today

If there's money for wars then there's money for Medicaid

Being alive

Let's see if #prednisone helps with my #headache that has gone away and I have had for a week. This heat is not helping matters. #spoonie #migraine #occipitalneuralgia #neckpain #fibromyalgia #WTF #neurologicaldisorders #disorders #chronicpain #chronicillness #chronicallyill

I looked this up, and yes, it is real. I've included an article about it in the comments.
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Called #neurology to see if I could get a #rescuemed for this FUCKING #MIGRAINE that is not going away.Talked to someone and they are going to give me a 5 day for #prednisone. Lets hope this fucking med helps this fucking migraine go the fuck away. #occipitalneuralgia #chronicpain #chronicallyill

oh I forgot one:
14. How can your daily pain be a 7-8? You don't look like you are in pain to me. ( I am never not in pain, gtfoh)

10. Have you tried not being so stressed?
11. Are you sure you are really that anxious? You seem fine to me
12. Try to get more sleep
13. <name a medication> didn't work for you? well how about we try <same name of medication> because I haven't had a pt tell me it didn't work.

My medical trauma

#FML I have a really bad #headache again. Ice and heat are not cutting it. I can't move my neck. #occipitalneuralgia #migraine #pain #chronicpain #chronicillness #chronicallyill #spoonie #fibromyalgia #inflammatoryarthritis #headpain #neckpain #musclespasm #brainfog #inflammation #arthritis

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You know that feeling you get when a #headache / #migraine finally breaks? I find that feeling better than sex/an orgasm. I spent another day rotating ice packs and using my awesome heating pad.
#spoonie #chronicheadahe #pain #chronicpain #chronicillness #fibromyalgia #Occipitalneuralgia #neurology

I have been rotating ice packs (I have 3 different types) all day today trying to get this headache to fuck all the way off. It's not working!!! #sideeffecrs #headaches #migraines #chronicmigraine #chronicillness #chronicallyill #nospoons #spoonie #fibromyalgia #occipitalneuralgia #neckpain

I love the fact that when I start #newmedications the #sideeffects could make #health issues I ALREADY have worse. My #headaches are getting more frequent and are not my "normal" #pain #migraines. I hate being diagnosed with new issues because then it is #trial&error for finding meds that work. 🤬🤬🤬

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Ukraine's Air Force reports about a large missile and drone attack.

Shot down:
159/183 Shahed and other type UAVs
2/2 Kh-47M2 Kinzhal aeroballistic missiles
0/1 Iskander-M/KN-23 ballistic missile
3/4 Iskander-K cruise missiles
3/4 Kalibr cruise missiles