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Do you think Hecate will notice me if I argue with some of her more insufferable followers?

Update, started to crash around 5am, took a 4 hour nap before my appointment then got anxious, skipped it and went back to sleep. It is now nearly 3pm.

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I found a job but now my sleep schedule is non existent and it’s stressing my relationship out lmao. I have a doctors appointment in like 6 hours (general checkup, been avoiding doctors most of my life). After that I get to waste the rest of my day off work sleeping after I inevitably crash.

I started therapy and looking into going back to school, but I can’t find a job to save my life out here.

FBI arrests Milwaukee judge, alleging she interfered in immigration operation FBI Director Kash Patel said in a since-deleted post on X that the bureau believed the judge "intentionally misdirected federal agents" seeking to arrest an undocumented immigrant.

Developing now: Judge Dugan has since been released.

We are calling for a rapid community response:

Join Voces de La Frontera at 3 pm at the Federal Building (517 E Wisconsin) to say NO to the charges against Judge Dugan.

I miss having hobbies and friends.

I want to use this app more but I only open it when I’m overcome with self loathing.

The other trainee is probably waiting in her car but I’ve been waiting outside in the cold for half an hour now.
This is a very bad start to a job I was already incredibly stressed about and now I’m hoping the part time gig that’s a 30min bike ride away is still available.

So I’m supposed to be having my first day of training at a job today right, and I get here 10 minutes early just as the boss texts saying he’s running late, he calls and says he forgot the keys to the building and has a laugh.

Ask for help? I can’t even cry for help into the void properly.

I have a good feeling for exactly two of the places I applied at, while most of the businesses basically treated me like a pan-handler, “nooo, no, sorry no, not hiring.”
Anyway, working on my depop & bigcartel site, also open to doing tarot readings like usual, pay what you think makes sense after.

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Wake up
Masturbate
Read the Wikipedia on Onegin Stanza
Shower
Job hunt
???
Profit

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Me: I’m extremely wary of leftists who promote Stalin.
Also me:
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Anyway I’m just here to watch in horror as the nostalgia of fandom and main character syndrome consumes people, and to match the energy of people who think we should “bring back bullying” when they least expect it.

Et tu, fuckface

Then turned off his replies being visible to the public. This guy went from calling people “cunt” and “pussy” for not liking a shitty joke about women from Lynch’s films, to claiming HE was the one being harassed and something needed to be done about this other guy who said he wasn’t funny.

Today I watched a David Lynch fan say something misogynistic, double down, dirty delete, then partake in what seems to be a smear on the one guy besides me who called him out, going so far as to use the hashtag of a recent murder victim to say we need to deal with “guys like this.”

My instagram discovery page has an influx in Slavic mukbang videos and I’m honestly so here for it.

Is there a less maternalistic term for the so called “Muscle Mommies?”

Brocialist really came onto my post to patronize me with “I’m glad you learned your lesson” type shit then lost it when I brought up the point I was actually getting at: they didn’t take COVID seriously then and they don’t now.

I just got blocked by a PSL nerd on threads for asking if his organization took covid precautions, on a post I made about how I voted for Biden specifically because I wanted leftists to get their shit together regarding COVID and then when Biden won even most leftists pushed the virus out of mind.

My unconventional tarot reading from yesterday.

It’s incredibly charming!

Twin Peaks tarot deck, three card reading, from left to right; knight of coins depicted as Lucy at her desk, chewing on a pencil with a thoughtful look. Three of cups depicted as Donna, Audrey and Shelly piecing the poem tighter, and Ace of Wands, depicted as a gloved hand holding a gun pointed at the viewer, with the bullet flying out in a fiery spiral as the fire catches an obscured letter partially in frame.

Asked “how do I cut through the bullshit.”

I think my special interest is becoming the Great Depression.

Whom among ye has the best word on free online therapy for queers? Think I’m finally ready to suffer through figuring out who I can talk to.