brendan elias

I do not buy into the psyop trying to bill Y’shtola as a motherly figure, that girl would leave me dead in a ditch for one cornchip and I respect that deeply

THOUGH. she is taking a while to grab on to the moss pole.
overall: yayyy yippee hooray 😇 😊

i like the look of the huge beautiful deliciosas but theyre also kind of hard to keep compact so i think ill just… hope i my thai con is willing to work with me and let my mom figure out a space situation for hers. i do have an adansonii on a moss pole im really excited about

THANKFULLY i only have two crawlers but one of them is pretty big already and the other is outgrowing her container. but what can you do… im not too big on monsteras but my mom has a few and i check up on them since im usually watering a bunch at once so i might as well

more plantposting. just for me. hoyas are literally so chill. i love them. i dont really vibe w crawling philodendron and it makes me feel a bit bad but im kind of just caring for my two crawling ones out of obligation and idk what to do with them. sigh

additional pets and Stuff I Like to Care For guide
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i think hoyas are really neat and though im not getting more plants at the moment (unless i find a hoya bella) im really looking forward to growing my collection of hoyas. im really happy with my philodendrons so far, and my schedule with watering is also super chill

my clarinervium x pedatoradiatum is probably my favorite anthurium! mine has just consistently grown well for me so far! my current biggest wishlist plant is a hoya bella- kind of simple, but it has a special place in my heart because my grandma had one :)

fyrakk is a sunny stick insect, besides him i have a bunch of isopods. my plants are mostly philodendrons and anthuriums, but i keep a handful of other ones too

corm box 👍

some kind of buge

octavian btw :3 you may chew on him or throw him at the wall if you wish. he will either squeak, shatter like glass, or explode violently

i feel like im being a bit annoying with my constant tablet posting but like look at this beast. i love her. i feel so fancy using it even though my current setup makes my back hurt

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giggles cutely.

i just have to survive snd get ny shit together a bit more and have medicine that works and the energy to get up and do stuff and. dies

ive also really started enjoying anthuriums which is a bit dangerous. my room at my apartment is going to be the designated cat free space and everything i already have in there? out. except my bed maybe. plant zone now. then maybe something cat safe for the rest of the apartment…

also kind if my dean mcdowell but thats more of a space issue. if my other crawling philodendron actually gets rid of the thrips infection im battling with i might give her away too. unless my mom gets a greenhouse and i can just give them to her.. as a gift. yes.

i may lack enthusiasm for my pink princess philodendron but the only plant in my collection im genuinely considering to give away is my birkin. i just dont really vibe with her.

a tiny red anderson philodendron from above. its leaves are dark green with white variegation, and it has dark pink petioles.

a larger pink princess philodendron. it has dark green leaves with pink variegation, and dark pink petioles.

i need to do art again but meanwhile look at my red anderson vs my pink princess… i really do see why people like the ppp like pink variegation is fun but the contrast the red anderson has…

ill probably be starting on straterra soonish bc elvanse kinda just stopped helping, hopefully itll work :)

an illustration showcasing a character of the game final fantasy xiv called Themis. The character is portrayed in a 3/4 portrait wearing a sophist's robe.

themis

a blue colorpoint cat, with long fur shaved in a lion cut. she’s sitting on some plastic storage boxes.

a longhaired blue mitted colorpoint cat. she’s sitting on the floor, quite far from the camera, and being pointed at.

heres the beasts as well btw.

im usually pretty careful with my money despite being in a really fortunate situation because like. the constant anxiety of “what if something happens” stops me from spending excessively. maybe im just in a mindset of “everything already sucks. might as well” and that has made me less Like That. hmm

i dont pick favorites among my children but my favorites are definitely my white princess, snowdrift, and unexpectedly my anthurium. its also not like i /dislike/ any of these. except my birkin idk why but i just dont really vibe with her like shes PERFECTLY fine but im just a bit like. :/

here’s my upstairs setup :) my alocasia amazonica gave me a fuckton of corms recently as well, which im hoping will propagate. not that i have space for them all but maybe i can give them away… theres a few more plants i kind of regret getting and im considering to give away but idk

second pic is mostly stuff im quarantining to the best of my ability as some of them have had a variety of pests and are being Observed post treatment… the huge philo mcdowell is getting a new pot soon. also getting a ton of other new stuff soon bc i have nothing better to do

a baby philodendron snowdrift and an anthurium clarinvervium x pedatoradiatum in a small acrylic box.

a variety of aroid plants on colorful shelves, lit by a grow lamp. there’s a small miku figure sitting on the edge of one shelf.

depression is still kicking my ass and doing my usual stuff is difficult but i think im succeeding pretty well in the plant and cat department

Pin-up style illustration of Zenos from FFXIV. He is leaning to the side, playing with this hair, while a red sheet drapes down his lap. There's a framed backdrop that depicts Garlemald

Pin-Up Commission for my dear friend @tural.bsky.social
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Real "wow I can't believe I'm being paid to draw this" moment for me honestly

#wickcomms #wickffxivart

this has set me back so far like i still cling onto my mindset of I Want To Live and Be Happy and Do Things but like fuckkk man. jesus fucking christ

i told him to leave me alone. and he (50+. by the way) went on to literally go “wahh wahh wahh all about me you can ONLY talk about yourself” after i said my problems with him was how he treats the people around me