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I HATE THIS especially when it's like. half the time choosing your cinema seats is about the Vibe in the Moment. you lick one finger and put it to the air and figure out with your soul where is the good place to sit for this specific movie in this crowd on this night ;___;

also I didn't expect anything from Emerald Fennel, but I am really mad that she did "wallpaper that weirdly resembles the physical flesh of her protagonist" and like, didn't actually have any genuine aesthetic erotic fun with it. that's such a GREAT uncomfortable horny strange vibe

making movies that are "so shocking and transgressive!!!!" for people who couldn't get through Samuel Delaney's TIMES SQUARE RED, TIMES SQUARE BLUE or last fifteen minutes hanging out with the average trans furry overlapping friendgroup / polycule in your average small rust belt city 😤

I'm hearing it's actually bad for the worst reason of all: posturing at but crushingly, winkingly un-horny :(

my recent Etsy purchase to signal that I am the most insufferable person at every function arrived :)

okay I have been depressed oatmeal brain all day and had to wrestle myself into doing things to make my brain turn back on so I'm currently watching WELCOME II THE TERRORDOME and like. what the fuck. I knew the title but why is everyone not talking about this film 24/7

god I have always HATED Female Camaraderie. so often it's people going "you're just like me because we're all the same! I know what you feel and desire!" and me going "what? no? stop? that's not it at all?" and then going ":) oh you :)"

mostly watched short films this month but I have some new favorites. also truly the most homosexual cartoon about talking animals I have EVER seen, and that includes THE GREAT MOUSE DETECTIVE

started off the year rereading my beloveds for the first time in a while and it did feel like coming back home. and then like pure bangers for all the new stuff. some good paradigm-clarifying shit in AMUSING OURSELVES TO DEATH, PLANET OF SLUMS, and THE SHOCK DOCTRINE (unsurprising)

oh god guess who had a normal one. all angry leftist folk music and then my Soothing Bad Noises

What the scope and breadth of Epstein's contacts and incriminating emails show is that the rich and powerful view the rest of humanity as basically chattel, and that this is widespread and prevalent.

I've only read THE FIRE NEXT TIME so far but right! again! every sentence he fires off is so astonishing you feel like YOU'RE thinking faster and more intelligently than you ever have! also I only got to spend like 15min in Giovanni's Room the bookstore and it was life-changing so, that one next

gjjehfhf I read it in 1.0005 sittings (read like 2 chapters before work yesterday and picked it up today on my day off to read with breakfast and Did Not Stop) so YES. I'm chummily fond of everything AEH writes so I'm not v. objective but. sometimes genderfluid anarchists need wish fulfillment too ☺️

ooh I just got THE RAVEN SCHOLAR in from the library! also Need to read more Baldwin, his sentences are a revelation

book checkpoint!

last: Derek Jarman's first memoir, DANCING LEDGE
current: THE EVERLASTING by Alix Harrow and EROS AND ALIENATION: CAPITALISM AND THE MAKING OF GENDERED SEXUALITIES, Alan Sears
last library hold: Solnit's A PARADISE BUILT IN HELL, for book club :)

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Worth noting that one reason you’re benefitting so fully from the Star-Tribune’s timely, extensive coverage of unfolding events is that it’s a metro newspaper that hasn’t been systematically starved to further enrich shareholders and executives.

just unbelievable to watch the news in real time and see how hard it is for them to say “the video doesn’t match what the government is saying.” they’re literally shrugging their shoulders and scratching their heads

Doesn’t it make you crazy? Doesn’t it turn your blood to fucking gasoline?

hell yeah brother

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if the detective goes to the bar and sets up the microphone himself and then plays a horn or reed instrument after revealing the most beautiful tenor you've ever heard, it's 80s Japanese neo-noir

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I know everyone in the goddamn world is struggling, & I am currently trying to set up a sub newsletter so I have something real to offer instead of asking for charity, but I'm gnawing myself to pieces abt money as I rearrange everything for the horrible new 2026. my kofi is open ko-fi.com/crowlorist

love my new insurance plan where my monthly meds cost for ssris, testosterone, and syringes has gone up from $8 to $44 I'm going to vomit my whole spine out of my body

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watching PETER HUJAR'S DAY, finally, which I am finding a delight, but I have this horrible disease where whenever I see Ben Whishaw's face in any context I start to think, it's been a few years since I rewatched THE HOUR. I should go throw myself on that fucking dagger again.

why is "war-related insider trading" a relevant phrase right now. what the fuck what the fuck what the fuck. why am I at the grocery store. why is everyone in power either cheering or just shaking their heads solemnly so we know they disapprove while they do fucking nothing

"Maduro is a brutal authoritarian dictator," I wisely intone, as the corrupt demented paedophile US President violating Constitutional Law while operating a gestapo and concentration camps illegally arrests a foreign leader on charges which read like they were written on a paper placemat in crayon.

Every time I walk past this bit of fallen tree I can't help imagining it scuttling around, crablike, after sundown, and getting up to no good.

i mean i did very much see them across the country and want to know if they like tboy p[YANKED OUT OF THIS DIMENSION]