uli :3

AOC IS ACTUALLY SO FUN WTHHH
i also reinvented loops because unfoldl doesn't have a continue

idk to what degree i should entertain genuine naïvity disguised as ample overconfidence mixed with carelessness...

honestly math is so fun

false alarm

FreeBSD broke on me, it was a good year, but now its thoroughly broken

might just have to use Linux for a bit even if i hate it passionately

can't wait to turn 18 so i can say i hate children

mtf and trans require NO additional memory,,,

meow

i like writing typing judgement fragments down my forearm

oh you said "seize the means of production" not "cease the means of production",,,, okay ill start the factory up again

may or may not be biased towards stuff that blew me away lol :3, also as mentioned earlier, Oz is amazing, we all love Oz

hell yeah!!!!

Shen, Я, miniKanren, Par, Arend, λProlog, Black, 1ML, AliceML, Klisp/Kernel, Forum and Lolli

all of which are their own little treasures, do with that what you will :3

a goal who's realization would reveal it to be but a goal, but a mere depiction of an ideal of Goal, a fabrication that which is fundamentally extrinsic; a pursuit in itself, demanding nothing but it itself, an absorbing interface of volition, a manufactured behest to vacuity

and in my absolute failure to reject, i become the producer of the images for which i am vigorously self-scrutinized in relation to. the "productive" "subsumed" "I" is fundamentally an artifice i have overlayed upon the reality of things, i.e. a fallacy of direction, an aimless, absurd trace toward

i have no will to reject. anything that enthralls me ultimately consumes me— my attention, my will —and regurgitates a scattered mess of objects of reminiscence; something to position me against, an ideal, for which i never desired to attain, but in my lack of will, it assumes my desire wholely

id rather not be remembered proceeding the end of my life, id like to dissolve every trace of my creativity as scattered artifacts, not to be uncovered by archeologists or historians rummaging through records to piece a larger narrative, but rather, to be utterly partial, fragmented and incomplete

this is but the first time i'd had to ease the very ephemeral and dispensable nature of fulfillment and knowledge. my grandiose ideals for an immaculately curated repository of the outputs of my curiosity has long left the realm of tangibility; knowledge is neither tractable nor of my own posession

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i have no drive to do anything, id rather do nothing and deal with the consequences as they arrive in the most mundane and partial manner as i can upheave

everything is ragebait so long as you're insecure

oh you're a christian? yeah i hated myself once too

honestly i want to write in a language with HITs but all those languages are written for proving

lol she thought

i love my boyfriend

YouTube video by Conor McBride CS103 25/26 4. What's Going On?

What CS103 "Machines, Languages and Computation" is really about. www.youtube.com/watch?v=qo0i...

i don't even know the purpose of this app

the notion that some people are just "good with computers" as an excuse for dismissing becoming tech literate is like saying "some people are just good with cooking" and then eating ready-made microwaved slop that makes you feel a flicker of shame and guilt, yet not enough to engender change :3c

how come i want attention even tho i justifiably fear losing myself to it