not sage

also i’m talking to someone else now Me and my stud against the world

i finally sent it, i finally detached myself, i finally realised how shitty he has been to me the Entire time that i’ve known him….. everyone be proud of me

like wow i’m wasting so much time and energy and emotion because He fucked up

realising that i was not the problem He was changed everything actually

a very tame version that i wouldn’t call mean But i said what i needed to say

i did it

but

i have the meanest message Ready in my notes app someone tell me not to send it

Yeah i am back and more annoying than ever

i might have been annoying but atleast i wasn’t an avoidant dismissive asshole..

how can i dislike someone so much but still want to talk to them so much

FUCK YOUUUUUUUUU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

got mad at me for saying it felt like he was taking advantage me and of how much i care… made me feel guilty for it and then switched up and said “yeah i guess maybe i did do that huh? 🤔”

he did this shit a second time

i am talking to a brick Wall

maybe the annoying ex is worse and what

annoying ex who isnt pver the relationship or ex who refuses to talk about it and shuts you down everytime you try

i am going a little bit crazy yes but this is the least… care i have felt

i would have been cut off MONTHS ago

imagine if i was as rude as he is

oh my god this is just a joke to you

i followed you i think

and FUCK YOU

do you wanna be moots ?

lord where are the good communicators

am i stupid for thinking MAYBE we could have a normal conversation

how did we ever get threw fights when he does this Every Single Time

i stopped caring for 2 minutes

I have to make a tumblr account

i’m deciding to just Stop caring