sillyhead

im not suicidal but everytime i have an anxiety attack every other thought is maybe i shouldbjust kms. but also i want to live forever so i wouldnt. but my brain is so dramatic.

maybe its my anxiety like theres designated safe ppl and then theres the rest of the world

and feel safe and like home and even if im rlly close to someone else and want to be comfortable w them in that way unless some sort of secret gate unlocks that i cant control i just never will be

lowkey hate my brain bc u have to pass its undetermined secret tests for me to feel comfortwble w u like i will be friends w tons of ppl and twlk to them and love them and hanging out w them but theres only like 4 i feel comfortable sharing things w and that make me feel better just by being there

gonna cool off before i say smth mean on accident

if one more person talks abt me like im some sort of dog or little kid im seriously gonna kill someone

i keep wondering if i was a bad girlfriend like maybe i should have tried harder

cant even be mad bc its not like im curled up in bed doing nothing either i just hope her and all her friends who get to hang out w her instead of me EXPLODE (being very dramatic) (ill get over it) (shes a wonderful person shes just not my person anymore) (lol)

sometimes i hate her even tho she didnt actually do anything wrong i just like see her having fun and im like why arent u immoblized by this like do u even gaf 😭 even tho she probably does

how it feels to listen to a breakup song after a breakup

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hey guys Waves

i rlly want a tattoo for ann she loved hands and hand themed stuff bc of her job so i want to get a hand somewhere

slowly taking away tge motor function of a physical therapist and a musician is some kind of sick joke

als is truly hellish the way ann cried every day but pretended she wasn’t scared in front of her family and my aunts last word was “suffering”

manhwa i was reading mentioned als and now i miss ann fml

i think im being dramatic my period is probably soon

which post bae i wont let you flop

her again. ON VACATION. and we’re sharing a room. im just not sleeping fml i have to watch the door so she doesnt leave and get more alcohol

FUCK MY ENTIRE LIFEE

accidentally outing my identity by saying triplet might be my downfall

thank you triplet now you know things abt me not even god knows

u have to see this quickly or before i delete it out of shyness and chasteness its limited time

im pretty sure this was me saying if i was a dude id get a boner at the gym

GAJJHJJJJHHHHHHHH STOO IT NOWWWWW

can she stop yelling

its nothing bad just lowkey crass and embarrassing and a little revealing

i have a confession i lowkey could take to the grave

this is normally smth id get upset abt but she does this on purpose and it kind of just makes me sad lol

telling someone u miss them and they ignore u while being active in groupchats ur both in Please

shes my best friend like is it too much to ask for a hug from someone when im sad