Aleph-40P3

Hard to tell if it's depression or isolation that's making me so openly self destructive in my posting but the desire is there.

This is the non secret code for me.

.... I roll for initiative...?

My deepest and most selfish desire is to be wanted enough that I maybe get invited to things

"Tradorthodox" Americans refusing to use Icons or believe in Saints and arguing that their Patriarch is a heretic for not being in communion with the Evangelical Homophobia American Baptist Rite

cant wait to use this image forever

Strays ❤️

Need someone to dollify me so I can just be pretty and helpful for a hot lady instead of having to go to work. The work needs to stop. Dolly time.

hearing my girlfriend say "off the leash" mid-sentence just activated me like a fucking sleeper agent. it's like niche erohorror "among us"

I need to be collared. I am no longer asking.

augury.

archiveofourown.org/works/72234226

"In trying to save one she loves, a knight learns what she must lose."

Well I should hope so. You presumably have more experience in that arena than me.

... I am not even her girlfriend and that sound hit me like bricks

A more powerful entity could overtake me today without a fight

Ardbert got her standing, but it was the Exarch that rekindled her. The Ardbert synch kept her focused.

And yes she did initiate the fight early by trying to shoot Hades in the back, entirely to make a statement.

She hides it under her work gloves and pants but there's irreparable permanent scar tissue in a cracking pattern at her extremities where she started to physically dissolve.

Complicated. It really made Peppercorn question her worth or if this was going to be the moment she "was finally good for something".

In the white space, it wasn't Ardbert offering a hand up. It was a callout. And a callback to her teasing him for months about moping. They finally saw eye to eye.

councilor: "you have tarnished the good name of the students. galuf would be ashamed."
krile: "galuf baldesion was never one to forsake his fellow man"

YAAAAAS QUEEN. SLAAAAAAY.

"we can't let foreign elements interfere with our grand plan 🥺🥺🥺" BITCH MOST OF THE SCIONS ARE SHARLAYAN. TWO OF THEM ARE *YOUR CHILDREN.*

oh wait. sorry. my bad. they WERE your children, until you DISOWNED THEM.

some of y'all need to be taking notes 🙄

Good morning . Back to work after 2 weeks of vacation

Bad brain. Don't know how to stop it. Does it even matter.

I don’t matter

I am an object.
I'm never getting to live

Just surviving.

Alone

bark-to-bark communication between stoned puppygirls is its own sacred language with surprisingly deep syntax

"no sex scenes unless it serves the plot" the plot is I want to see them fuck nasty and that's actually legal

... But you aren't my lord. To be fair you're barely *a* lord. In all honesty you seem much more a Miss, unless it's a gender issue.

I am worthless and create nothing of value. When will I finally quit trying to stream ever?

I was having a good day and then I got reminded that I do not deserve good days

The best way to spend locktober day 5 🔐🥵😈