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ed is showing him off like isn’t he cute. and he is snarling and hissing

izzy as ed’s weird little dog so real

i love when the vibe is like ed is generally seen as the most attractive, brilliant, desirable man of all time and izzy is generally seen as a weird, mean, little, asocial freak, but ed is deeply obsessed with him

i did manage to clean my room, play video games w nephew, get some amount of okayish food down, and take my psych final though. but throat and tummy hurt ;(

can never do shit when i’m fr sick too. energy completely zapped

every time i have a day off to just chill lately my immune system is like oh bet. and i spend it ill. fucked up

this weather is so cool when u are cozy inside and have nowhere to be lol

a while ago i removed my discovery feed so i stop cooking my brain with politics posts, but then that meant i missed a bunch of posts from times i wasn’t online, so i put it back just at the very end of the list, but now it only ever shows me posts i have already scrolled past in other feeds lmao

over-the-top, possibly hypomanic, trying-to-get-better and making a little bit of a show of it ed is so goddamn cute to me

separate but related thought: ed taking a break from kink and BDSM bc it got weird and unhealthy for him, but stede and izzy are still into doing it and he doesn’t wanna be left out so he’s immediately there with snacks and rags and cuddles and blankets afterward

yknow i can easily imagine a steddyhands situation where ed and stede have completely vanilla sex and love it bc they don’t have to perform or worry abt their sex “roles” and oftentimes they don’t even do penetration, but their separate relationships w izzy are like full kink dynamics

although here i was imagining them calling their 40 something year old man hook up/booty call their boytoy lmaoo

ough yes i rlly must read that

he does fit in perfectly w the nerdy, goth cringe

every time i look out the window i hear fang’s “this fog is as thick as stew!” in my head

eerily foggy parking lot

every time i leave work lately it’s like into the fog i go

but they have the other partner to nerd out with <3

ed uninterested in his nerd boyfriends nerd interests, stede uninterested in all his goth boyfriends goth interests, izzy uninterested in his cringe boyfriends cringe interests,

one of the great things abt steddyhands is stede has at least one interest that ed is not at all into but izzy is, ed has at least one interest that izzy isn’t into but stede is, and so and so forth for all of them

ideally edizzy are happily(? well, you know) married and stede is their fun boytoy exploring kink and his sexuality for the first time w them

i keep getting gb thoughts for like five minutes and then remembering izzy and being like 😍 and reverting to edizzy thoughts

i must master the art of gentle bullying

intriguing! i feel like your stuff reads so seamlessly i never would have guessed

sometimes a regular walks in and i just. need a moment to prepare myself mentally

Screenshot of Con O’Neill as Izzy Hands in ofmd, leaning back against the railing, whittling and being very pretty. Edited onto the picture is a post reading:”girlfriend forgot to tie the leash to a tree.I could have ran away but I didn’t because I love her.”

i think my biggest writing sin is writing out of order. i go where my deeply unorganized thoughts take me and then try to stitch it all together with varying degrees of success

will probably just do this

wanna throw them a bone in a hey hope you are attempting to get better, no ill wishes way, but not in a “this is a sign that i have forgiven you” way

having trouble picking out christmas cards for my estranged parents. like every card is either a simple merry christmas or “tis the time of year to be grateful for the best parents in the world” and it’s like ok i certainly wouldn’t go that far