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Apparently, I have unresolved test related trauma. So that was neat (I got 100%, the only acceptable score)

My newest piece of hubris is that I should be president. I'm too old and disabled to give a crap about anyone's nonsense. I'm in that niche of divorced woman in her 40s where I'm super comfortable telling people, "No. That's dumb. Just fix it." It even fits on a hat

Ramsey county social services made me cry yesterday. After 4 months of doing everything asked of me, they explained I didn't do what they asked and said feeding a family of 4 on the budget of one disabled adult wasn't really that hard

We are so fucked

Please understand my pop culture references. It's literally all I have

I had emergency surgery on my spine last week. Do not recommend needing that. So this weekend, I'm doing a big maker fest event because I need to make some sales. Surgery is expensive!

If you get cards from MOO you have have a different picture on the back of each card, with your contact info the same on the front. I use this to hand out cat cards to cat people, dogs to dog people, or just let people pick their fav

the good news is that I did NOT super glue my fingers to the frame of this painting.... just to 5 other smaller objects. that counts as a victory

OMG y'all. I'm so excited

The number of languages I've had to speak this morning is frankly un-American

Group of baby chicks around a pink feeder. One yellow chick sits in the middle of the feeder

Everyone knows that if you're sitting on the food, you win all the food

I applied for two markets today and finished my submission for the clip studio paint contest so ... Pretty productive day for a broken bitch

I just read the worst book. And I'm so very happy about it. This is the first book I've finished since my concussion a few years ago. I can't even describe the despair of being unable to read because your brain is scrambled

I gave myself a massive panic attack today trying to say authentic thoughts to a camera... Pretty sure that's a new level of cringe for me lol

How do you know if you're having a nervous breakdown or just reacting reasonably to your current existence? Asking for a me

I've been working on my art really hard the last year or so. I've been immeasurably frustrated the last few days as everything i draw looks like shit. Hoping it means I'm leveling up soon and not just that the generalized despair got me

I must say, I'm not enjoying the nightmare timeline

Only got in 500 words, but was interrupted dozens of times by children who needed me

Okay, it's writing time. Sprint with me?

It's never too early for a panic attack if you belieeeeeve

My therapist keeps telling me to stop watching senate confirmation hearings, but I just can't quit you

Hey there void, I'm here to let you know, it's never too early for a nap.

Y'all.... I just can't with all this nonsense. I'm just trying to turn my home into an overgrown witch's cottage and the universe keeps hitting me with absurdity

Qrp with your watery art

Edited my last chapter so I didn't get a lot of new words, but refined a lot!

I'm working on a color pencil illustration and uh... I think it might take me a year to finish. So I think I'll work on my book tonight as a break lol

I remember this feeling, but this time I'm exhausted. Constant, daily terror.

My kiddo has one of the respiratory things out there and it's TERRIFYING

Yesterday in kitchen witchery, I saved a pot of homemade tomato soup with salt, red pepper flakes, and a sprig of fresh thyme. Good job, me

Trying to get myself organized but I keep having to put out fires. Makes it hard to get ahead. I'm trying though