lynn

at least i dont jam it while setting anymore... i just jam it doing random other impromptu things that im not used to

i played so well at indoor vball yesterday my sets were freaking amazing and even ppl were asking to be next to me so i could set them 🥹 but then i jammed my left thumb the worst ive ever jammed anything and now theres swelling and bruising

my favorite of all the

dying why am i up at 6am doing my part time. why did my internet die today and fuck me over like this

and not only that. he got some really nice product from one of our friends in gainesville which had like 9 packs in it. SO LIKE COME ON

to update on this. our friend group did not get david a single card pack for his bday. they all fumbled hard except for 1 guy who got david a flygon slab. and now hes been upset for multiple days. he needs to get normal right the fuck now because i was normal and i basically got HIS gift for my bday

i just bought 2 statement pieces for $150 each 😐 but its fine because i've been wanting them for literally 2 years now LOL

I want to try looking in silence at myself in the mirror for 5 minutes but I think I would start crying at minute 2-3 😐

when my ex sends me a pic of our cat: 😃🥹🫶🤩
when my ex's wife sends me a pic of same cat: 🤔🙂👍😬

its fine tho LOL

david thinks it's because they've never seen a woman........

LMAO i went to a card show with david and he had some of his card acquaintances over there and he tried introducing me. but why did NONE OF THEM make eye contact with me when i spoke to them or even really talk to me LMAOOO 😭 literally all of them looked everywhere but my face and didn't reply to me

IP law needs to die

i'm so glad i was able to free myself from the "buy every pokemon game on release" curse @ scarlet/violet because wtf is legends ZA. LMAO. nintendo hates gamers and hates pokemon

i want to return to the gym tho

they say it every time i throw though and it makes me feel really good hehehe cuz girl my triceps can do maybe 10 LMFAO

the amount of times i go get the ball and then throw it back and people are like omg lynn u got so strong what a crazy throw....... i havent been to the gym in like 2 months and i live at my computer but its cuz i know about the kinetic chain i can throw far despite being extremely weak ✌️😃

but like why should i expect people to never annoy or disappoint me like come on. and why should i expect myself to also never annoy or disappoint my friends???

omg this period has been so bad. ive been in a "i hate all my friends and they all hate me so i should find completely new ones and also run away" mood for the past like 4 days and different things just keep making me angry and sad

you really think the US is worried about the muslims in china when we have waged decades-long wars in muslim countries with millions of deaths. when we are actively aiding a genocide in palestine. be so for real

like its literally just racism. it's just "those evil asians in the east are doing communism" except for some reason it's acceptable in this form. it's omg yellow peril.

not that there is nothing to criticize but literally had 2 of my latino friends yell at me today like "i can't believe youre defending china. the US sucks but at least we dont put people in concentration camps." ......... PEOPLE LIKE YOU ARE LITERALLT BEING PUT INTO CAMPS AND DISAPPEARED RIGHT NOW

it really bothers me. especially now that liberals are starting to get that the media is absurdly privatized and cannot be trusted. that they will still just believe whatever propaganda we are being fed about like china and north korea for example. just complete uncritical acceptance. why?

ill follow u 🖐🥲

what pisses me off the most is that me and that friend were getting along pretty well and all of a sudden he stopped replying to me. coincidentally when she came back home from her trip. like im not even gonna try anymore i hate both of u lol

.....like. at first i was like huh. are we talking about the same person. so i tried harder to be nice to her and get her to like me but literally nothing works. but david keeps having really good interactions with her.

it's to the point where she treats other women who are attracted to men like WILDLY differently from anyone else. like me and at least 2 other women felt like she hated us when she spoke to us. meanwhile david and another guy friend r like "what do u mean? shes sweet and nice and we get along well"

to clarify ive had more of a variety of friends like the above since grad school and some i would consider close but the number has shot up exponentially 😭 uh sorry to anyone reading im trying to sound like "yay my friendships are diverse" and not like im collecting different types of friends 😭😭😭

i have latino friends and black friends and native american friends and mentally ill and disabled friends and old friends and young friends like i cannot believe how good this sport has been for me.

my friendships are the most diverse they've ever been since playing vball actually. i wish i made different kinds of friends in college instead of almost exclusively asian friends but oh well.

really happy that wherever i go i randomly make a bunch of gay and trans friends. i don't know what i'm doing but i'm doing something extremely right