The Fire Lord

I really fucked up. I'm sorry

take #2

You know what? I need to get back to it. It's time for a stream! Gonna start with some art and see where that takes us!
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I think what I'm gonna do is go ahead and do an Avatarverse Tier list because I really want to; what I'm gonna do is save it for my affiliate streamaversary. Which is coming up on December 3rd, technically, but my birthday is on the 1st so that's when we ride!

Alright people 👏🏻 I'm finally coming up out of my depressive episode I've had for at least the last 2 weeks. I'm gonna work on getting the poll out for what new emote I'm gonna make. We hit 6 subs during the subathon thanks to @ezroz.bsky.social leave emote suggestions in replies if you got em.

1) If you're not aware of something like that before you take a gig that means your management sucks for doing this to you

2) She's not quitting the project so I guess she doesn't think they suck

Though I will say that with my spouse being who they are, Wingspan would be the best one to play. At least in my case.

Probably Ticket to Ride Europe or OG Carcassonne. Dorfromantik looks cool though, I just haven't played it.

The one with the Spiel Des Jahres ribbon?

What's the game on the bottom right behind the stack of smaller games?

I feel this should go without saying, but this is not a requirement to plea or anything. This is just really something I want to share with people.

Critical Role 10-Year Anniversary Tarot Deck What shall the future hold for all Exandrians, mortal and immortal alike? Consult the universe using this gorgeous tarot deck celebrating 10 years of Critical Role, featuring beautiful depictions of t...

If someone wanted to gift this to me, I would cry and owe you like a thousand things.

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Sorry I haven't been active lately. The world is burning and my heart is breaking. I need to do something, but everything feels hopeless. I want shit to BURN

It went really well. I think we both healed some.

So I hope this goes well

We were both ultimately harmed by the actions of this one person and have common ground in that: I, for being used as a tool to get social support back using my love for this person as leverage, and they, for this person not being ethically non-homogeneous and lying about the relationship boundaries

Anyway, they were super kind about it and agreed we needed to set things straight between us. So I'm getting ready to go meet them now. I feel good about it and I truly think they have changed as a person. Ultimately, while yes they were shitty as fuck to their partner back then 10/

I reached out to them this past Saturday when we were at the same pride party and asked them to talk sometime. Even if we aren't going to be friends or even like each other, I needed to clear the air between us so we could each enjoy our community fully and respectfully. 9/

Fast forward to more recently, as I start working at a club and getting back into the queer community, I start seeing this ex-friend's ex partner more and more. And because of the circles we both used to run in, and the circles we currently run in, I knew we were gonna see each other a lot 8/

That they tell me, under no uncertain terms, that they want to just be friends and want to stop the things we had been doing. I said ok, we can stop, but I can't stop loving you so I'm going to have to break myself off from you, for good. I haven't spoken to that person since. 7/

After about a month of me practically living with them and supporting them and occasionally making out, they finally had reached out to other friends and started making amends with them. It's not until after I help them move and they have other friends they could reach out to 6/

The literal next morning, I get a text from them saying how they've lost all friends during the relationship and had no one and really needed support from people they could trust to get through this and etc. I cave and break my own boundary and go see them and become a major support. 5/

I told them that because they had know for over a year at this point that I had had feelings for them, I needed at least a month apart from them to sort out my feelings before I could get to the point of having them in my life as a friend. They agree and we go our separate ways. 4/

A couple days later, I heard from my friend that they broke up with their partner and wanted to talk with me. We met up, had coffee, and they said they just wanted to be friends (which is understandable because of the situation they just left) 3/

And got furious when they walked in on us kissing. They didn't show it then, but instead walked back outside and I left shortly after that. Later that night I found an insta msg from them threatening me if I showed my face back at their apartment. 2/

Story time:
5 years ago I got involved in a situationship with a (now ex) friend of mine that their partner walked in on the night it started. I was told by this friend that their relationship was polyamorous and "they don't tell me who I can and can't date". Turns out their partner was abusive 1/

AFFILIATE ANNIVERSARY
SEPTEMBER 29TH
NOON EST

I will basically go until I drop. That's the plan for that day. I have the food and the beverages necessary to sustain me.

Stuff will be unveiled then! (If they work, lmao)

New Model, Year Meme Review, Plans For Future, And More!

See you there!

Wait lol, the previous post answered that ^^

New model perhaps???

Affiliate Anniversary starts in an hour! See you there!