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todays wordle reading CLEAN PROUD TWUNK

MY BRAIN IS FUCKING FRIED HELP ME

(wordle spoilers is why its marked as graphic btw)

this is a thread btw in case that wasnt clear

i dont give a fuck what you look like, im not trying to say being slightly overweight is a problem, do not misinterpret this. its just the terminology and its detriment to fighting actualy systematic oppression and bigotry and ESPECIALLY misogyny really makes me mad. maybe im just not woke enough

-like whenever i see "fatphobia" anywhere and its really fucking common on this website it just fills me with rage because its so ineffective and detrimental to actual activism that needs to be done in society. i know this is ranty but like come on guys... its just fucking dumb man...

-then theres the other side of it where people will try to say not finding overweight people attracitve is fatphobic... like people have taste dawg, im not denying that can be dumb at times, but thats all the more reason to just find someone else... not act like fat ppl are systematically oppressed-

-I as a trans person with an eating disorder fully understand how harsh female beauty standards are. but it's because of misogyny not anything else. by calling it fatphobia you LITERALLY are just making people who hold progressive views look like morons. get your heads out of your asses.-

im gonna be so real here and i wont be surprised if some people block me because of this. but fatphobia just isnt a thing dawg... by calling it fatphobia you not only look like an absolute clown but you are failing to call out the issue for what it actually is... misogyny... like...-

new themming wont b e tolerated post

Doing better than i was last time i posted here though, sorry about that

Idk what to expect but im hoping it helps

I started new medication

Fuck my life

Wow I'm really great huh i just vanish for a month and come back with this shit

The main reason I don't is because im limited to something pretty dull right now because my gf took my exacto to try to help me

I promised yhem i would quit but i relapsed and i feel shit about cutting again i made it a month and a half and its just making me want to even more

I sgould cut deeper

mwehehehehe

gay sex is for gay people

Girl who has always liked cars and found them cool but also knows cars are objectively bad for society

(she loves trains more anyways)

Btw this is all for to help me process things.

Worth a bit of worse, so long as there is chance of better.

Will get better, will be okay, even if takes months, years.

Acknowledge hurt will still exist but pain is temporary in nature

We love eachother more than anything and anyone and we both want that love to keep existing for as long as possible. Solve issues all the way. Despite everything we still do.

Its still difficult, still will be so many things that hurt like hell in the meantime but it will be worth it.

Knowing a relationship is unhealthy but both loving eachother too much to care until things snap is so rough and im so glad that things are still salvageable. Very much have stuff to work on. But working on those things is huge progress towards relationship becoming healthier.

Its gonna be okay though I think

Huge problems we felt were developing surfaced. Since been addressed, with a lot of pain. Been hours and neither of us are done processing it. Still wondering what's real.

Thought i lost them tonight. I lost the will to live. But i made it. We made it. This is two cracks that we let get bigger and bigger for months finally resulting in us being driven apart. Barely held on. This is gonna be one big crack to fix. We both want to fix it though. Will take time.