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Ok not gonna lie… kinda want this real bad. But also, now I am going to have to go rewatch “Clue”.

The only possible way to properly treat the Tim Curry classic Clue is to do it with Muppets.

Still got a lot of things to deal with, but at least now when someone asks what I do, I can say mtg AND shitty poetry. :3

Between the emotions that sparked it and the actual creation, it was cathartic to say the least. The weight of things changed and I actually felt like a missing puzzle piece was found.

So recent events plus the creative shows I went to kind of sparked things for me again. I was never good at it (and honestly pretty terrible) but I cracked open a notebook and actually wrote some poetry for the first time since college.

I had nothing left for me at the end of day. I have nothing to show for all of that. Not even an acknowledgement or a thanks from them for the years of sacrifice that made their dream a reality.

Sure, I kind of have the excuse that for about a decade I cut up my available energy. A large chunk went to the stress from an intense job; another to the pressure to support a relationship and someone else’s dream and business. I poured everything else I had into that person, their dream, and more.

Got me thinking and reflecting some. Realized there was this part of me that I had just put away and ignored and for so, so long.

About 1.5 weeks ago, went to a poetry slam, then later that week went to an open mic. Few days later a new friend was asking me what kind of hobbies/creative things I do. Didn’t have an answer beyond mtg, made me realize it’s been a really long time since I actually did “things” Like over a decade

So happy I got out of the big companies where all they want you to do is make AI shit.

Now I’m just stuck being asked to “use AI to speed your dev time up”. 🥴

Reasons I know my job is secure: when the largest tech companies with “the best devs” are putting out this crap…

Years of “not caring” about the holiday because <insert unrealized dysphoric reasons>. Last year, sad but dealing.

This year… dagger twisting might be an apt description.

Going out tonight cause I can’t stay alone in my head another night. Hope to see some of the local girls out.

The lack of “wishboard” has always seemed like such a weird exclusion from the format, and very unintuitive. First time I tried to use spawnsire of ulamog years ago when I first played the format and found out it was effectively useless, I was so disappointed I couldn’t use the new card I opened

Only thing worse than feeling like I screwed up something special is knowing I screwed up something very special to me.

Discord Launches Teen-by-Default Settings Globally Discord is announcing enhanced teen safety features rolling out globally that reinforce its long-standing commitment to creating a safer and more inclusive experience for users over the age of 13.

“Identity documents submitted to our vendor partners are deleted quickly— in most cases, immediately after age confirmation.”

Hahahahahahaha! Anyone who thinks those are ACTUALLY getting deleted is woefully ignorant.

Oh right… time to play it again!

I legit can’t think of what game this is and I am now in desperate need to play it.

The absolute freeing feeling of admitting something to yourself even if you can’t say it out loud just yet. Just gonna ride that high for the next little while. 💖

It’s amazing how numb I was before hrt. Sure there are other factors that played into that, but once I actually had the right cocktail in me, I could actually work on things and actually FEEL things enough to break free of that numbness.

Look… I’m just saying…

If you told me 3 years ago I would be happier than ever with my body, have as amazing friends as I have now, be going out and enjoying late nights, and living life how I want… It wouldn’t be just a “I don’t believe you”, I would have thought you were insane.

Me processing current emotions:
Wait is this yearning?
Yep I think it is. Seems a bit more intense this time…
Oh… oh no… this might be too much… can I stop it? No?
*melts into puddle of emotion*

This is incredible!!!!

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need the kind of progesterone that makes your tits bigger the more girls bite them

Didn’t know what to expect in regard to the yearning…

Damn that shit’s got hands

That scene in “Under the Skin” that had a room of trans lesbians dead silent instead of riffing only to have one ask “so we’re gonna acknowledge we’re all silent due to envy right?” the collective groan and laughter after. ❤️‍🔥

Not that I think I need to do this to purge any of the few followers I have but if you don’t agree with any of these, gtfo….

Trans rights are human rights!
Protect trans kids!
Fuck ICE!
Fuck MAGA!

Or you could just...print the Secret Lairs to demand.