Yue

I have dreams sometimes that genuinely feel like *actual* AU's of my own life. I'm still never happy but they're always more interesting. Feels real enough to me I have spend nonzero amounts of time reminding myself they are just dreams when I wake

The first half of the Daria finale still might be the most relatable media content I've come across

I have decided I don't like water markers. I don't think I will ever get used to them. I do like alcohol ones though

Sometimes I forget im a worthless inconvenience.

I desperately want to read suhee0 but I know it's going to emotionally destroy me

I suspect I may have, or be very near talking to IRL friends for the last time. It's a weird thing to be so cognizant of.

I've come up with a few government systems over the decades, my favorite dumb idea though for the usa specifically is to run presidential elections as a group survival show.

Was testing the undub xenosaga patch. Boy I do not remember the starting cutscene starring in a desert lmao

I really like gel pens for coloring except for everything except coloring. Onto the next thing to try I guess

I know current fad is to bitch about Isekai but Otome is the worst genre. Its SO much harder to find even average shit much less good stuff. And you can't do anything fun with bad ones. I'm having a hard time thinking of worse.

Every once in a while I experience such massive deja vu I feel sick, and entertain the idea I've slipped into another dimension just behind in time of what I just left. This has happened thrice this week alone. I find it annoying.

Now that I'm properbawake ibdont think Tetra even dances in the books or manga.

Was Tetra for the curious. Not terrible.

Apparently falling asleep to qi, persona music, while thinking about how to film a live action Suugaku Girls, gives me a weirdly sensual dance dream with Erika Ishii. I am not good at dance. And am only slightly aware of Erika ishii. First weird dream in a while.

I REALLY hate dreaming about people from my past. I wager I already think of them mores than normal, but something about dreaming (and interacting) with them hooks into my brain in a way I don't like

Anyway excited for new rhymetorrents.

I think it's funny that people see or read dystopian things and come away with anti company/government/whatever sentiments. Either I'm right and they're dumb, or I'm right it misses the point. And I think I'm right, stupid as I am.

The insane blindness and irony of censoring v for vendetta by reactors on youtube will never not be hilarious to me.

I forget how good Papa Roach is

Ok I finally set this up on phone. Time to forget about it immediately

(I think I've read/caught up to like 60 things in the last few weeks. I stopped a lot of gamin' and drawing because I've just been so focused on it. I need a break but can't stop :V)

I am in reading manga/manhua/manhwa hell.

On a related note, I'm discovering Otome might be the biggest genre to consistently piss me off. Constantly shit-tier dudes as love interests, and MC's doing like 180's. Everything still confirms my belief that romance ruins most books.