Evelyn

Sketch drawing of two women in each others arms, the one on the left holding the other’s head in a somewhat comforting or protective way

never alone

transfem jesus said unto him, verily I say unto thee, that this night, before the cock crow, thou shalt deadname me thrice.

blaming my typos on my paws

Writing is like doing exploratory surgery on yourself. You take out all of your internal organs and put them on the table and hope you can put them back in the right order and that you make it out alive somehow.

trans should not be shut in. trans should be free, frolicking in the woods, at one with nature.

Tweet by @juuuila Had a Columbus police officer come to our class and he asked the class if anyone could define assault and some kid raised his hand and said "kicking a handcuffed man who's laying face down in the head" OHHHHHHHH MY GOD!!! he goes "well that could be resisting arrest" the kid goes "he's handcuffed. face down on the ground." Cop goes "we're not gonna talk politics now"

The kids are alright.

lesbian sex can just be laughing until your abs are sore and not feeling a shred of guilt for experiencing joy

reskeet if there's nothing anyone could do or threaten you with that would make you give up your HRT. cold, dead hands, motherfuckers.

a part of me wants to regret the time I have spent creating sparks, rather than tending to a fire. and maybe that part of me is right. but everyone carries with them tinder, and kindling, whether they know it or not. so maybe a spark is enough

maybe a spark is enough

"minimum safe distance" is one of those sticky phrases that never entirely leaves my thoughts. it's just beautifully (horrifically) evocative, y'know? beyond this line you're fucked, but we're not sure how safe it is on this side either ...

something that makes a lot of cis people deeply uncomfortably is the idea, demonstrated by many trans folks, that your past is less essential to who you are than your present. that future joy outweighs past struggle in terms of what you deserve. i believe this is one of the roots of transphobia.

they should invent money that poor people get to keep

just outside town there is a shop where they could fix you. where an old woman with steady, skillful hands peels back the layers of self that do not serve you. where a young woman with nimble fingers sews on the pieces that you have been missing. you want that. don't you. to be fixed

let us fix you

Unaware what being human meant, until metamorphosis lit a fire in her.

transition stories in 12 words or fewer

wanted this body. realized i could do it. scared for a while.

fun computer fact!

there are easier ways to create a god

[trying to make small talk] I have never experienced silence. I have not even experienced quiet. the noise in my head is like an angle grinder cutting into a steel pipe. it never stops. it just keeps ringing and hissing and screaming. sometimes I let it just consume me. so what's your favorite song

Happy new years.

You will find your connections and bonds and strengthen them this year. You will break the chains of fate that bind you, and find the path that you are meant to begin on.

Change comes, it’s up to you to make the most out of it.

This is my blessing to you. 🕷️

fun date idea: we design a ritual that would cleanse us of our sin. that would allow us to start over as something new. we write out the steps of this ritual in a secret hand that only we can read. and we burn them. we forget the steps. we leave that chance at redemption behind us. and we keep going

how am i supposed to focus when women exist

words got you riddled with feelings again eh

how am i supposed to fall asleep when my body has all of these joints and i have to find a comfortable angle for each of them

A thing I did 18 years got around a bit and is now all over the world.