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dom keeps trying to be helpful by asking what else i want to do and we can do whatever but like....all ive wanted is to celebrate with a bunch of friends

for the last few years all ive wanted for my 30th bday is a big party but now that it's close enough i need to start planning and booking things, i have a strong feeling that barely anyone will come 😞

somehow have gotten through 3 books in 5 days 😳

bought tickets mon to see halsey tues and tbh i cant stop thinking about it!!! idk if its bc last min shows are the best or bc i was literally so in awe of her like😍😍 it was my first time seeing her live and seeing all the fits and sets on this tour i just knew i needed to go and im still reeling

time differences when traveling are so weird bc wym when i leave at 6am ill get to japan at 4pm the next day but when i come home i leave at 5pm and get home at 9:30pm the same day

baby's first big international trip is officially booked!!!!! 🤩🤩🤩 (im baby)

now that its nice out and the big outdoor concert venue is open, it feels crazy to be working in the same city like what do you mean avril lavigne is less than 2 miles away from me today

saturday: awake for almost 20 hours
sunday: awake for less than 12
today: still exhausted

ive seen twy well over 10 times now but dan's genuine smile/laugh when he introduces themselves and the crowd goes insane makes me so emo like he is so genuinely happy to be playing every night. their authenticity is a big reason theyre my fav band

bums me out. ive def been struggling with growing up and growing apart from friends for years now but i thought it would eventually get easier

sometimes i see people with their besties on social media and i get sad bc i feel like i dont have that one or handful of close besties anymore. i have a lot of friends and im very grateful and lucky to have them in my life but i dont have anyone i talk to/see on a frequent basis and sometimes that

tbh i actually wasnt sure if they would ever address the suicide in sisterwives but this whole episode is dedicated to it and its taking everything in me not to sob!!!! watching almost 20 seasons of a family on tv makes you lowkey feel connected

lately ive been in this endless cycle of working then disassociating and playing stupid little games on my phone all night and never getting any of the other stuff i need to do done 😵‍💫

been at my job for just over 6 months so my boss had a little one on one with me and all she said was "youre doing so great, youre doing amazing, youre exceeding all expectations, i have no complaints, i hope you like being here" 🥹

why does wicked make me cry every time

two of my besties have told me theyre pregnant in the last 24 hours i cant stop crying omg im so excited for them!!!!!! and im so excited to have more lil nieces and/or nephews to spoil!!!!

the last few weeks have been so insane and stressful and things are finally starting to be less bonkers (for now)

was really hoping some of this stressful shit would be done by now but its just gotten worse 🤸🏻‍♀️

i would just like to ✨rest✨

so much big shit is happening all within a week of each other snd my anxiety has been at an all time high 😵‍💫

spent 24 hours with my mom's entire side of the family and i only slightly lost my mind

filed my taxes and didnt cry 🫡

this white lotus episode has had me screaming every 5 min

been at this job for less than 6 months and I am now in charge of training our newest advisor and everyone keeps telling me how great I'm doing 🥹

my favorite coworker told me she was at woodstock 99 and now i love her even more

jason isaacs with a southern accent is taking me out

and new seasons of yellowjackets and new season of the white lotus! was going to soend my day off watching movies dom doesnt want to watch but might just need to catch up on tv. theres too much media i want to consume 😭

new season of love is blind lets gooooo

The censorship of marginalized history and identity happening right now via scrubbing government websites, pulling down information plaques, banning books and studies, and shadowbanning/deplatforming social media content is why we need our own media & communications platforms

she did a live bid for it tonight and i copped it for $200 😅 still a little more than id like to spend but ahhh im hype