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AGH. WHAT A NIGHTMARE… Im glad you’re feeling better now at least 😭😭 wishing you a speedy recovery

i've been sick for like two weeks going on three and i am only on day 2 of prednisone but i'm already so over iiiiit.

hrrrrhghhgh i've had some crazy fatigue the last week or two, I feel like I can't do anythiiiing. grrrr.

it’s weird, I feel like I generally am! I just hit walls really hard. a lot of my anxiety manifests as avoidance rather than nervousness so i guess it’s harder to see too? I DUNNO lol

Im learning i am a wretchedly anxious creature and much of this anxiety goes deeper than i thought. so genuinely i think being more annoying would help FJWJFHEHDH
i need to do this too. 2026 resolution tbh
(thank you juin 🥺 i appreciate you)

looks at you like this ( I WANT TOOOOO WAHH)

i need my horrible brain to stop building roadblocks to stop me from talking to people or participating in fun activities with friends. why does it do that

i do have ADHD symptoms like focus issues and executive dysfunction and it's frustrating, i wish any of the meds for that just Worked but NAH it's a skill issue thing i have to fight with. at least i have other meds that have genuinely been helping me now

feelin some kinda way about finally getting properly diagnosed now and getting adhd ruled out and all that. it feels good to have an answer but it is so frustrating that i spent soooooo much time on drugs that made me feel fucking terrible bc no professionals were observant enough til now

ran out of one of my meds and didnt sleep AT ALL last night AND ! got really fucked up about something i thought i was over that happened. checks watch. five years ago. so that's pretty cool
manifesting my refill come today so i can Sleep

HEHEHE YES I shall blow you up when I play >: )

NODDING. I shooould be good? but thank you for the heads up regardless

OOUUUHH i had my eye on this one.... maybe I pick it up 👀
I also just finished No, I'm Not Human recently and it's VERY Good, hehe

hrgh strangers liking my posts. get us locked accounts alreadyyyyy

the christmas but without family woes are hitting hard this year i fear

ive been dizzy enough to struggle with work every day for weeks on top of my interpersonal issues with people and im just. hrhrgrhrgghhh. being at work is Torturous i wish i could get a new job without worrying about insurance shit

every time i open up slides to work on my graphic design homework i pass by this presentation i made in highschool and question my choice of program

i try not to linger in dysphoria but man the fact that ive been on T for 5 or 6 years and still get misgendered on the daily feels so alienating and awful and, when from coworkers, deeply fucking disrespectful. hate it here.

i miss when my store had mostly queer people in it instead of a legion of identical cishet women who constantly misgender me and my friends. Its gotten so bad even people who have worked with me for years are consistently misgendering me. feels fucking bad

YAAYY thank god. I hope the rest of it goes well!!!

Ahh Lulzy I'm so sorry. Please take care, let us know if you need anything...

vitamin d supplements helped me feel normal for like five days but i am once again mega depressed for seemingly no reason. we're doing Bad today i'm afraid

GODSPEED SOLDIER

wow this is probably the best explanation of triggers ive Ever seen.
and god yeah having triggers for fairly innocuous things is so. maddening.

im the stickiest ive ever been in my life. help

wishing every customer a please please im already dead leave me ALONE

scared Im gonna show up and get evaluated and be told everything is fine actually and just never have another chance to figure this shit out <3

hrrrgg. psych evaluation this week. ✨i dont wanna ✨

my clinic is getting sketchier and suddenly charging me too so i might need to stop therapy … right as i get any kind of actual diagnosis. or not. whos to say

man … Chicken I’m so sorry 🫂 take care dude