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I sit at the junction of being black and having an eating disorder 😭 This is quite literally my month to lock in

I'm locking tf in rn I'm gonna be so m.i.a until I break this plateau

Delta is banned in my state but turns out if I order it online it's fine and the ban isn't real. I just can't pick it up at the store after work anymore. Thank god I hate dabs and prerolls taste like booty butt cheeks

I'm so bi holy fucking shit 😭😭😭

This book is freaky as fuck. I came here for commentary and now I'm listening to åñdr3w Gårf!eld orgasm

19eighty-4 is so much shorter than I thought it would be but it's so good so far and also much funnier than I anticipated and I'm so excited to read 🐖🧑🏾‍🌾 next but Idk what book to pair with it because I haven't read dystopia since high school 😭

i’m so mad why isn’t WL faster

no this is so real

May the gods protect you from my jealousy

Heck yea

It looks bomb af and I hope you were able to enjoy it without feeling too bad

I feel as prepared as I can be for the ❄️ but I'm still hoping it'll be nbd and we don't lose power again because I don't have a power bank and the one I ordered won't be here until Saturday. When the ❄️ is happening so it'll probably will be delayed and if there's no power, I can't charge it anyway

Reached a new lw, then binged and now I'm back to where I was. At least I'm still under 200, but the 90s have reclaimed me.

I hate birthdays. They fucking suck

I forgot to update. My accidental fast ended at 86 hours and lowk mad I didn't make it to 100 because it was right there but I was hungry and weak buttt I haven't binged so I think it'll be alright and the weight loss will be real instead of fake

Small studio. Less than 400sqft. Used to be college dorms. A broken mini fridge with no freezer.

Journal haul incoming ?

Not my rent increasing by 150 despite still being mold infested and the amenities still not working

Why is everything so gross and irritating 😭 I feel like an asshole

I can't even imagine what the prescription version of this could feel like that sounds like a nightmare. I don't like not being able to be alert when I wanna be alert

I'm never gonna take Nyquil again because it literally knocked me tf out. I thought y'all were being dramatic. I still don't feel awake. I feel drugged and I'm a stoner. this is insane and I don't like it. dayquil forever

Ayyyy happy rami day !!

Intro post!

I'm storm. Got nuked last year but never remade and after a brief period of attempted recovery and then wg, im back

5'5,sw 264,cw 219, gw 150-160

I work quite a bit

Bed diagnosed

Love to read, I'm lesbian, and unfortunately socially aware
Looking for moots, 21+ preferably high sw

I'm currently reading in the dr3am hoüse in conjunction with I'm gl@d my möm d!ed and yeah. Yep. Mhm. I now understand book pairings and tandem reads because I'll read something from mach@do and then I'll read something from mccürd¥ and I'll go damn yeah I need to write an essay on this immediately

HEAVY on John coffey because I'm still sad over him

Booo 🍅🍅🍅🍅 they're annoying. You're not annoying for needing help or not being okay. They're the issue here. It's one thing to not be qualified to provide support, but it's different to say someone's mental health or struggle is "annoying".

My water fast is turning into a liquid fast because I fear death is coming for me (dramatic) and I need the electrolytes

love waking up and being exhausted

I hate my job but I like being employed and I'm paid extremely well for what I do but not well enough to be treated like this

Is this because I am sick and germy and sound like RFK jr? Well, yes. And I'm in a customer facing position and I walk to and from work every day