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@nellasblabla.bsky.social

watching diary kinda thing…oh also im mentally ill ? ☆ 23 yo; ed + sh; ★ i do post while being drunk and depressed sometimes (is not that deep)

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watching lord of the rings i’m tired of reality

09.02.2026 13:05 — 👍 0    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0

goal of the day is binge watch dororo and possibly avoid getting drunk. . . . . . .

09.02.2026 10:44 — 👍 0    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0

good morning let’s the ana week start

09.02.2026 10:43 — 👍 0    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0
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binged a thing like 5000000 calories but i still feel void inside of me

08.02.2026 23:59 — 👍 0    🔁 1    💬 0    📌 0

are you me :0

08.02.2026 23:57 — 👍 1    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0

i wish i weren’t so lonely. even though i have siblings i can’t rely into any of them and even though i know some people irl im not close to any of them so i feel constantly lonely and i hate it cuz i need people more than they need me and realizing this is so depressing and lame i wanna ddddie sigh

08.02.2026 00:39 — 👍 1    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0

this is soo true lmao

07.02.2026 16:47 — 👍 1    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0

if i get a fever out of these cuts im jumping off a bridge cuz really an infection is the last thing i need rn my final straw ffr

07.02.2026 00:45 — 👍 0    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0

will probably go watch hamlet soon can’t wait tbh everyone is hyping that up,,, i hope it’ll be worthy

07.02.2026 00:32 — 👍 0    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0

i love your mind

04.02.2026 23:03 — 👍 1    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0

binge watching shameless and keeping myself from screaming “he’s literally me” every time lip gallagher appears

04.02.2026 22:35 — 👍 2    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0

can i be the drug addict 🙏 (btw, i hate to be that person but: what move is this???)

04.02.2026 22:33 — 👍 1    🔁 0    💬 1    📌 0

watching jjk today suicide postponed 😛😛😛

30.01.2026 08:47 — 👍 0    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0
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i love everything about this thread never stop posting please.

29.01.2026 23:20 — 👍 1    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0

i need to watch a movie that pictures exactly what i’m feeling

29.01.2026 00:17 — 👍 1    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0

well technically i died for 30 seconds or so but then again here i am so i it doesn’t count

29.01.2026 00:16 — 👍 0    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0

ufff i’m so sad i couldn’t kill myself back then literally wtf am i doing rn

29.01.2026 00:15 — 👍 0    🔁 1    💬 1    📌 0

ITALIA MENTIONED #mammamia 🦁🪽🔥🍝🤌

29.01.2026 00:08 — 👍 1    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0

(re)watching star wars to escape reality

16.01.2026 02:43 — 👍 0    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0

didn’t even study today literally wtf am i doing with my life

16.01.2026 02:42 — 👍 0    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0

ig yk you reached the bottom and are camping there when you cut in the library toilet huh

16.01.2026 02:42 — 👍 0    🔁 0    💬 1    📌 0

diego luna going home from the globes without even a prize on his pocket should be considered illegal but whatever he won my heart that’s a win too 😜🤟🤟

12.01.2026 16:44 — 👍 0    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0

wanted to watch star wars but i think i’ll binge watch shameless instead. i hate insomnia but oooh i love insomnia

11.01.2026 02:23 — 👍 0    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0

binged and cut now i’m about to finish 6 cans of beer watching a movie and all of this after 9 hours studying at the library,,, inside me there’s two wolfs type shit

10.01.2026 01:19 — 👍 0    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0

i’m so proud of you sigh

10.01.2026 01:17 — 👍 0    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0

why are there sm teens in here i hate being reminded of how oLd i am

08.01.2026 20:11 — 👍 0    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0

will watch Rogue One tonight just cuz i miss my star wars addicted era. will probably sh every time they make that ‘pew’ sound,,,, i promise you everything about what i just said is so satisfying to do

08.01.2026 20:08 — 👍 0    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0

why disney gotta put that zionist in the cast but also why did i think things were gonna be fair

08.01.2026 20:05 — 👍 0    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0

being a nerd is what’s keeping me alive tbh

08.01.2026 20:05 — 👍 1    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0

my dad calling me a nerd as if i’m not proud about it

08.01.2026 20:04 — 👍 1    🔁 0    💬 1    📌 0

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